riotownzyou

Im burying a friend today. His name was Bryan and he was an awesome guy. You know how after people die, they say stupid stuff like "he was a great person, he was liked by all" and its all a bunch of bullshit?? These things were actually true. He was a stunt rider, a suspensionist, a drag racer, tattooed, pierced, and colorful....and he was also my friend. Losing him is the hardest thing i've ever had to go through. We dated briefly about 5 years ago, but we were always friends. I even took his virginity. Yesterday at the wake, seeing him lying there cold and silent made me feel like i died along with him. His lips were cold and stiff when i touched them. I left a letter and some other items he might need whereever he goes in an envelope and tucked it in between his riding jacket and his heart, so i know he will always have it with him & i will always know its there. I always told him that if he did something stupid on his bike and got himself killed, i was going to murder him. I guess i can let him off the hook this time. I miss him more than anyone will ever know and i would give anything just to be called a dork by him just one more time. Bryan, i love you and i always will. Please watch over me.

Sarah.