i'm moving to san antonio at the end of next month. i have nothing ready. i started packing earlier cuz i know myself, i have to start early if i want to have everything ready on time. plus, im going to be out of town for about 10 days next month. i feel like time is going to fast. but not fast enough cuz i want to get out of this shit hole of san angelo. i have no job set up there, i really need to get started looking for one. but im happy at the fact that i get to quit the job i have now. working for capital one isn't all that fun. i went threw all my clothes and decidied to throw most of them out. im sick of them. im donating them to my co-workers daughter. more closet space and good deeds. i just got done watching i heart the huckabees for the first time. at first i wasn't digging it. but by the end i loved it. it belongs to my roomates friend. perhaps i should steal it. but i don't do things like that. i just think about stealing all the time. maybe thats unhealthy - but not a crime - hmmm. my girlyfriend is gone for the holidays. i miss her much. i'm sad she hasn't called in three hours. maybe im obbsesive - but i just call it me being loney. oh, and i call it love.
