Today has been a sad day for me 
Last year I found out my ex-boyfriend Jason has terminal cancer. It started in his colon, and by the time they found it, it was too late and had spread through his body. He is 30 years old. I got a phone call last night that told me he was in a hospice and was expected to pass on in the next couple days. Today I was updated that he is now at his Mom's house, and she was accepting visitors all day if friends wanted to say goodbye. I didn't go. I DID go visit him in the hospital a couple months ago, and said my goodbyes. It's the KNOWING that he's going to go any minute that's killing me!! I'm ok for now, but I'm sure in another couple of minutes I'll stare off and start crying again.
Ok, so Jason is THE ex of ex's for me. We dated about 4 or 5 years ago, for 6-7 months. But it was one of the best relationships! We had so much fun together
I was right on the verge of telling him I was falling for him, and he OUT OF NOWHERE broke up with me I was pretty surprised. It was so he could focus on all the shit he had going on in his life, or something retarded like that. So, we didn't talk for a loooonngggg time, and then ran into eachother one day. So we were cool. No bad blood.
Jason Montoya and his son Payton, circa 2006
On a
HAPPIER note, I think I might have found the man I'm going to marry. lol Oh how my heart swooooons.... He is older than me (barely). He is a tattoo artist. He rides a motorcycle. He is SUCH a sweetheart!! We both have a small black brass knuckles tat on our knuckle. This morning, I woke up with a video message from him saying he hopes I have a good day!! Seriously amazing. He is the best friend of the husband of 1 of the girls I work with. They all moved here from Chicago.. He came and saw me at work the other night and I caught him staring at me allllll night!! He drives me wild!!
OK. phew lol.. Now that I've let my inner schoolgirl escape, I'm gonna gggggggoooooooo.................. yeah
love you guys
Last year I found out my ex-boyfriend Jason has terminal cancer. It started in his colon, and by the time they found it, it was too late and had spread through his body. He is 30 years old. I got a phone call last night that told me he was in a hospice and was expected to pass on in the next couple days. Today I was updated that he is now at his Mom's house, and she was accepting visitors all day if friends wanted to say goodbye. I didn't go. I DID go visit him in the hospital a couple months ago, and said my goodbyes. It's the KNOWING that he's going to go any minute that's killing me!! I'm ok for now, but I'm sure in another couple of minutes I'll stare off and start crying again.
Ok, so Jason is THE ex of ex's for me. We dated about 4 or 5 years ago, for 6-7 months. But it was one of the best relationships! We had so much fun together
I was right on the verge of telling him I was falling for him, and he OUT OF NOWHERE broke up with me I was pretty surprised. It was so he could focus on all the shit he had going on in his life, or something retarded like that. So, we didn't talk for a loooonngggg time, and then ran into eachother one day. So we were cool. No bad blood.
Jason Montoya and his son Payton, circa 2006
On a
HAPPIER note, I think I might have found the man I'm going to marry. lol Oh how my heart swooooons.... He is older than me (barely). He is a tattoo artist. He rides a motorcycle. He is SUCH a sweetheart!! We both have a small black brass knuckles tat on our knuckle. This morning, I woke up with a video message from him saying he hopes I have a good day!! Seriously amazing. He is the best friend of the husband of 1 of the girls I work with. They all moved here from Chicago.. He came and saw me at work the other night and I caught him staring at me allllll night!! He drives me wild!!
OK. phew lol.. Now that I've let my inner schoolgirl escape, I'm gonna gggggggoooooooo.................. yeah
love you guys
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eroticgeek:
I hope you do not mind the friend request. I came across you actually through a friend recommendation on Facebook. So I added you there, and then decided to check out your profile on here. We both have a lot in common. Like our love for Captain Morgan, Mary Jane, Rolling Rock, and dancing. I am disabled so my dancing can be quite hilarious, but I do not let it stop me from having a good time. If you are curious, adding alcohol to a disabled chick does not make mobility any better. Although, it would be awesome if it did. On a totally non-related topic, I am so sorry to hear about your ex and his cancer diagnosis. I dated the same guy for 18 years and we were engaged before I ended things with him. Even though he is my ex I still care very deeply for him. You can still love that person, it just isn't the romantic kind of love anymore. So it hurts us to know that they are not doing so well. I wish your ex the best of luck. *hugs*
lorelei:
I am sorry to hear about Jason honey