rinny

not too bad of a week. birthday festivities on saturday were nice....its just kind of creepy being 20. eww. but i am determined to make it a good year. i am seriously thinking about quitting my job and just going to school. i want so badly to get my lip repierced, and i cant because my fucking job wont let me. so there. i also have decided on my first tattoo. *yay* i'm getting "alive" across my stomach. i think thats a very positive word...i get down a lot and think those annoying, selfish thoughts, like "everything happens to me" and "i hate my life". and alive just reminds me that no matter what mistakes i make, or how low i am, i am still alive, and thus i must get up, and go on. i am so excited. i think with some of my birthday money i may make a trip to the local piercing establishment and get my lip redone. i had 2 before, and took them out for a job. them i ended up quitting like, 2 months later anyway. i felt like such an asshole.... so yeah. nothing else really to say. oh yeah. a little plug for a friend of mine....he is a really good singer/songwriter and his cd came out today...nothing big, just really independent, no frills... go to find out more. you can stream his songs to get a taste of it....its along the lines of elliot smith...just really mellow, acoustic rock. the real heart is in his lyrics...he's an amazing songwriter. so check it out. NOW! *shakes fist* so that really is it.....have to go practice setting a perm on my mannequin for school. so much fin its ridiculous, i'm tellling you....lol.
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