rinny

how is it, that you can just totally not care about something that should be important to you? something that should be at the forefront of your mind....and its like this distant, careless idea...not something you even think about. it makes me feel irresponsible. oh well.


another semi deep thought....how do you tell someone who loves you more than life itself, that youre just not in love with them anymore? that when you broke up, you meant it, and that you only said "i love you" again out of pity? thats a toughie. i dont want to do it, but thats what its gonna come down to...i know it. again-oh well.

start school tomorrow.....