rin

i'm not really feeling petulant but i figured i'd post the picture anyway. there are some other ones from last weekend in my modeling folder.

one of the salsa twins came for a visit tonight. he does microdermabrasion and shit and so he rubbed his hands all over my scalp then smelled them and asked me when i last washed my hair (yesterday. it looks better unwashed). he kept walking around my TINY apartment telilng me how fascinating i was. i felt like he was just condescending and soon told him he had to leave because i wanted alone time. i really just wanted to play the guitar, not to mention have his lame ass out of my apartment. i he just kept wandering around looking at my stuff telling me i'm fascinating, i'm strange, i'm creative, i like visual stuff, blah blah...FUCK. i hate people like him. when he talks, i feel like he's making fun of me.

been getting a lot of male attention from real-life guys lately but it doesn't mean anything to me.

i'm endeavouring to keep a journal of the books i'm reading. when i get it up i will post a link here, because we all know reading about what someone else is reading is FASCINATING.

trying to figure out the logistics of my seattle trip right now. i may be going on august 20. i need to go see cirdt in time for her birthday, and make another trip home in september so i can get my driver's license.

my hair looks like an 80s metal fiend's. like, maybe someone in sinderella, but without the crimping.