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today was fucking insane.

first of all i am ragging which means i have had bad cramps. oh well i took painkillers for it this morning. that' s not much just an annoyance at this point.

i started work at 11. at noon i started noticing that i was having trouble breating. i shrugged it off and waitied to see if it stopped. it didn't and so i ended up going to this downtown clinic at 3. WOW I WAS THERE FOR 4 FUCKING HOURS and it turns out that i have a virus and something is pressing on my lungs or something i don't remember what the doctor said but anyway the virus is making it hard for me to breathe so i have to take a ventolin inhaler for 2 weeks. i had to take 20 minutes of ventolin today at the clinic, let's say 2 hours ago now, and i'm still jittery and nervous from it. on my prescription sheet they said possible side effects are the jitters, nausea, nervousness, not being able to sleep, and some others. i feel like i'm on speed. i could feel my heart beating and it felt like my whole body was shaking from it. this is a really wierd feeling and i hope it is not this bad from the puffer. it's hard for me to slow down my hands enough to use the laptop touch mouse. i am pretty fucked up at the moment.

*pardon the ramble, as it is (legal) drug-induced*

also, i got a sunburn today.