Tuesday Nov 13, 2007

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i had an amazing dream last night. i've been up for two hours so it's kind of slipping away from me but this is what happened:

there was a huge darkness spreading out of something benign, some kind of book or something. it was freaking me out and then i realised i could just destroy the source. it was terrifying, being in this inky darkness and having it spread, but it was so easily stopped.

i feel like it's a huge symbolic representation for the personal changes i've been talking about, and i feel really encouraged. i've been making positive changes but not nearly enough.

i've been getting much better about procrastination but my ibook power cord broke this weekend so it's harder to get stuff while sharing a computer. one that is without photoshop, no less!! oh well, my ibook should be back in working order by friday. acet helped me out by finding an affordable power cord. yayyy!! this windows jive is bullshit!

moping about canada under the spoiler.

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here is a song i lurve. unfortunately i can't find it on youtube so lyrics will have to suffice. it's sang by neko case and her canadian pal lisa marr wrote it. suffice to say it hits a soft spot.

In California
I dream of snow
And all the places
We used to go
With the night falling down
With the night falling down
Now I'm living in Korea Town
Waking to the sound of car alarms

I remember your face
When I showed you the ticket
Said you were happy for me
Your heart wasnt in it
Just a phone call away
Now there's nothing to say
As the days roll by disconnected

In the land where the sun's always shining
I'm crying alone
Palm trees are laughing at me
Another fool
Playing songs don't that don't matter
For people who chatter
Endlessly

Another suicide
On the 405
The Black Dahlia
She smiles and smiles
It's the same old town that bled her dry
One more starlet one more time
Bound to make it do or die

Talk a walk to Bonnie Brae
Try to wash these dreams away
They tell me L.A.'s beautiful
When it rains

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garagedelfuego:
I know I should, but I'm a slacker. Hey, you doing good? I need to make it down to visit. Let me know when somthing is going on and I'll come visit.
leebus:
thanks! 'tis just a hobby to kill down time at work, but i enjoy it! biggrin

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