just such a mess.
i terminated things permanetly with the last boy, who still thought there was a chance we could pull through my madness and be together again. and it killed me to do it because he's a good person, but i can't stand to be overwhelmingly loved... it was really too much and there wasn't enough in his life to take my place when i was away.
but being lonely doesn't sit with me either, and i thought getting my very own fuckbuddy would solve all my problems... only he's friends of a few good friends, one of whom left flowers on my doorstep this afternoon, with a note outlining everything we've been through together. and what's worse, this fuckbuddy and i don't even fuck... and what's WORSE, i don't even care because i'm totally falling for him.
really.
i terminated things permanetly with the last boy, who still thought there was a chance we could pull through my madness and be together again. and it killed me to do it because he's a good person, but i can't stand to be overwhelmingly loved... it was really too much and there wasn't enough in his life to take my place when i was away.
but being lonely doesn't sit with me either, and i thought getting my very own fuckbuddy would solve all my problems... only he's friends of a few good friends, one of whom left flowers on my doorstep this afternoon, with a note outlining everything we've been through together. and what's worse, this fuckbuddy and i don't even fuck... and what's WORSE, i don't even care because i'm totally falling for him.
really.
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tehwickedends:
Hey you see all this snow were getting. Its crazy we should go make snowmen, or some snowangels, or possible drunken sledding I really like drunken sledding. 
tehwickedends:
Hey when you gonna get off you butt and update huh. 