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yay, turkeyday is today. woo! (sense any sarcasm?)
gotta go home with the extended family. i hate my grand parents who will be there. bunch of rich asses who will screw you over for their own money. which they did to me and to my father.
plus, for desert, my mom's brother and sister will be coming over. we havent talked to them in probably...
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gah, another one to add to the list...

Games addicted to right now...
Ratched: Deadlock
World of Warcraft
Black & White 2

Well, socks is doing well right now. Her lymphnoids seem to be a little larger now then they were before, and firmer. Maybe its just me though. She's still really active and exactly as she was before.

I guess im roped into going...
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Been a few days since i've updated, but who cares, im pretty sure nobody reads this. Its more for my benefit. My birthday was great! I did absolutly nothing, only got a few phone calls wishing me a happy birthday, and for the most part, it was just like any other day. Which makes it good, i hate birthdays, its just another day to me....
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Sierra tested negative for Feline Leukemia... a load off my back. So to celebrate, i got them a kitty tree. Its awesome. the bottom part is a tube, the top is like a curved board, they both fight for the top. Its funny. So far socks still seems to be alright, not suffering. Just tired.

been a long couple of days... or weeks, i dunno. you kinda lose track when you cant sleep. Socks seems as though she's getting more tired then she used to be. I think its all catching up to her. Im trying to get used the the fact that I'm gonna have to put her to sleep soon. I just hope that I've given her the...
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Had to make another entry today...

Got the bone marrow results... its worse then expected. I guess socks was the lucky one, she has Myelofibrosis also. This is where the bone marrow is being replaced by other stuff such as cartilage (yes i know i cant spell). There is NO way to reverse this. So on top of the leukemia, she has another disease. A...
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Socks is back at home, and happy again. However she's missing some hair. They had to shave her a bit in order to do a bone marrow biopsy, a lymphnoid biopsy, and lots of other tests. prognosis so far (bone marrow tests havent come back yet) is that she has cancer. On average, cats with this die within 6 months. Im just gonna enjoy the...
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First night in 2 years socks hasnt slept in my apartment. I'm worried about her. Sleep? whats that?

After the deposit of $1000 put down for all the tests, so far only about $600 were spent. I was told that she will probably only have 6 months left to live...

I still dont know how I'm going to pay the $1000 i put on my...
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Socks is back at the vet. I had to leave a $1000 deposit down for all of her tests. Since I do not have $1000, I put it on my credit card, and have no idea how I am going to pay it off, let alone what the other charges will cost, beyond the deposit. Almost a 100% chance that she will have to stay...
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Wednesday, Socks goes back to the vet. I was told that the tests that will be done will cost between $1200 and $1500. This also includes the cost of a transfusion, which she needs done as well. I am going to have to take out a loan to pay for this. Wish i had some help for it, but I'll find some way to help...
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