rii

i feel so tempted to fall back on my old habits. :/
i work pretty much every day for up to 9 - 10 hours,
which pulls me away from having any fun.
so why not just get high by ones self?

i'm tired of spending every day alone. :/
i need friends. i need a life.
i need the fuck out of brooks.

i get invited to parties all the time but the fact i have
to be up early in the morning for work stops me
from going out. moving to texas seems more and more
intriguing every minute. but the fact that my parents
guilt trip me every time i bring up that i want to move away
makes it more difficult to pack up my shit.

i need to go out and have fun before one day i wake up
in my late twenties and realize i haven't done much with my life.