It really sucks that now that I'm actually having good sex, I have to wait so long in between the times I get to have it. Is there a "sexually frustrated" face?
So there's this new guy at work and I really and truly cannot stand him. What is it with really patronizing, misogynistic men being attracted to me? He's this blonde, buff guy from Serbia and he keeps flirting with me in the most obnoxious, "typical guy" ways. Like, he'll tell me how small and tiny and cute I am (which bothers me because he tries... Read More
I want to get my tarot cards read. It's not really something I "believe" in, per se, but I think it would be really interesting. I should have gotten them read when I lived in New Orleans...
I can't say that I'm not happy and that I don't think about her constantly, but there are times when I wonder if it's worth it. I'm digging myself a hole that seems impossible to climb out of. I know I'm going to get hurt or end up hurting someone else. I don't know if I'm ready to be "the bad guy," but I really... Read More
I started my second semester today and so far, my classes seem okay. My Essay writing class is on "Images of the Female Rebellion." The professor is very cool and hopefully it won't be too much of a workload. My "Child Clinical Psych" class is gonna kill me. It's a massive workload and I'm very intimidated. My "Women's Spirituality and Contemporary Religion" class is going... Read More
Yeah, my classes this semester are provoking that same reaction. I'm intimidated as hell.
Matt pointed out a scary thought to me - someone has to be the worst writer in the school. I think this particular fate has become one of my biggest fears. Thanks, Matt!
"I summoned the courage to grin: I climbed the hill with my bucket and slept like a dipper in the cool of your body: besotted with growth; shot through by green."
- C. D. Wright
Ah... I'm having a rough start this morning. I had a nightmare last night and I guess it brought to light some of my unconcious anxieties. I have never been... Read More
Worst fucking lesbian club ever. It was extremely ghetto and the only girl I was attracted to, I was too shy to say anything to. And dammit! She was super cute! She had on this polo shirt with baggy jeans and she had short hair and gah!!! This sucks...
It's odd, I also have a huge fascination with Che. That quote by him is great. As well as Fidel. I may even go to Cuba this summer. More and more I find myself leaning more towards the violent revolution side of things, however there is always the peacenik in me pulling me back. Thanks for your comment
I'm really getting into PJ Harvey. I'm listening to her album, "Is this desire" and it is amazing. It's getting me pumped up for going out tomorrow night. Me and my roomie are gonna go to "Lesbian night" at this club near us and I can't wait Hot girls, good music and maybe a few drinks beforehand... what more could you ask for?
Oh man... let me just say that I absolutely love my tattoo artist. He is insanely talented and super amazing. I got some color done on my side piece, but we stopped before it was finished because he said the skin was starting to pucker a little. I'm getting it finished up in like 3 weeks. My tattoo guy kicks ass. We ended up talking... Read More
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