sacrifice (n):
1. Forfeiture of something highly valued for the sake of one considered to have a greater value or claim.
2. Relinquishment of something at less than its presumed value.
3. A loss so sustained.
What of one's self is sacrificial and able to be given up- offered up? What of myself is relinquishable? How much can I give of myself before losing what ultimately makes me, me?
I know I should let her go. I know I should end it before she breaks my heart, but she was the first. She was the one. And it's so recent- the excitement is still there, the anticipation, the lust, all of it. I can still taste it all. It still lingers on my senses. But...
But...
In the end, what can be sacrificed? I'm giving my time, my health, my heart, my body, my safety, my morals, my sanity... I'm giving it all. How much do I have left to give? Am I already reaching the point where I'm left with nothing? Has she already taken that much from me?
When do you say, enough is enough. When do you let it go?
1. Forfeiture of something highly valued for the sake of one considered to have a greater value or claim.
2. Relinquishment of something at less than its presumed value.
3. A loss so sustained.
What of one's self is sacrificial and able to be given up- offered up? What of myself is relinquishable? How much can I give of myself before losing what ultimately makes me, me?
I know I should let her go. I know I should end it before she breaks my heart, but she was the first. She was the one. And it's so recent- the excitement is still there, the anticipation, the lust, all of it. I can still taste it all. It still lingers on my senses. But...
But...
In the end, what can be sacrificed? I'm giving my time, my health, my heart, my body, my safety, my morals, my sanity... I'm giving it all. How much do I have left to give? Am I already reaching the point where I'm left with nothing? Has she already taken that much from me?
When do you say, enough is enough. When do you let it go?
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piski:
I'm really sorry that I gave you the plague... hope you feel better, there will be cookies or something equally good waiting for you when you get back!
rosie_baby:
you have to do what is best for you. it might be hard to let go but you have to realize. how much pain are you willing to put up with. from experience, having your heart broken into million pieces. is the worst feeling in the world. good luck