I came out to my mom last night in Starbucks. How fucking surreal is that? I wasn't even planning on it, really. We started talking about these thoughts I was having on gender roles and the importance we place on them in society and I was saying how I wished we lived in a completely androgynous society where gender wasn't clear-cut and such a hinderance...
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"You ride the waves and don't ask where they go, you swim like lions through the crest and bathe yourselves in zebra flesh..."
(Standing Outside a Broken Phone Booth With Money) - Primitive Radio Gods
And baby, I'm swimming and I still don't see the shore from here, but I'm not thinking, just flying and all I see is blue and all I smell is...
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(Standing Outside a Broken Phone Booth With Money) - Primitive Radio Gods
And baby, I'm swimming and I still don't see the shore from here, but I'm not thinking, just flying and all I see is blue and all I smell is...
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venna:
Thanks for your comment 
And btw, who the hell did your "owl" piece? I keep forgetting to ask you but it sure is mighty awesome. What are you getting for your sleeve?
And btw, who the hell did your "owl" piece? I keep forgetting to ask you but it sure is mighty awesome. What are you getting for your sleeve?
piski:
Grace, I cut off my finger.
And now I'm waiting.
And now I'm waiting.
I'm reading "The Trial" by Franz Kafka at the moment and I have to write a paper on it by 4:00 tomorrow afternoon. Gah... I am not into this book... at all. I guess I'm not into a nihilistic state of mind tonight. 
I wanna go dancing or do something fun. I went to a super fun party this weekend with some old friends, got...
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fairygrlz:
Thank you so much. I don't feel corageous or brave. I feel very afraid of the unknown. I have found a few friends to help me stay strong but they can't be there 24 hours a day. When I changed my cell phone number I knew I was serious this time but I still worry and want to call her. I am afraid she is going to come to my house and force me to be with her again. I had horrible nightmares last night. I know it is necessary however. I need to be healthy and she needs to be healthy. I encourage you to be healthy and think only of yourself and what you need. If you are anything like me you constantly think of others and how they will feel about things. Stay strong and it will eventually work out. You will eventually find someone spectacular and you will be ok. If you need to talk or vent I am here for you. Surround yourself by posotive people only.
xoxoxo
xoxoxo
piski:
Weeeee! 
Thank you, lovely.
And I'd comment on the Kafka... but you know how I feel about him, so I'll avoid saying not-nice things.
Thank you, lovely.
And I'd comment on the Kafka... but you know how I feel about him, so I'll avoid saying not-nice things.
I'm going to let it go. I'm going to move past it, find something new, get a hobby, keep busy, do something, ANYTHING to let this one go. It's over, it's run it's course. I have got to accept that. I have got to realize that it was never going to go anywhere. I knew this from the start, from the very first time.
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fairygrlz:
I understand, I am there as well.
kimmie:
I wish really I let it go over a year ago. But I'm still holding on.
Caricatures.
The yellow receiver hangs upside down from its base and I keep staring at the payphone, waiting for it to ring. I don't know who will be on the other line, but I know it rings for me. It's loud obnoxious noise- it sings for me. A homeless man shuffles past, smelling of piss and exhaustion. There is a stain on his shirt that...
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The yellow receiver hangs upside down from its base and I keep staring at the payphone, waiting for it to ring. I don't know who will be on the other line, but I know it rings for me. It's loud obnoxious noise- it sings for me. A homeless man shuffles past, smelling of piss and exhaustion. There is a stain on his shirt that...
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fresnel:
are you going to be here over sping break?
fresnel:
it starts tomorrow... well... we don't have classes next week. we should hang out some time in there.
New pics in my pics folder! They're nekkid ones 
Well... sort of nekkid
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piski:
I feel bad for you. You have to live with me.
At least I haven't insisted that we count how many pennies you can fit in YOUR bellybutton.
I just suggested it.
At least I haven't insisted that we count how many pennies you can fit in YOUR bellybutton.
I just suggested it.
rosie_baby:
Sexy pics.
I need a fling. I need something to clear my mind and get some of this frustation out. Girlies... this is where you come in. Help. Me. Please.
Haha. Yea... I'm really not that creepy, but I do wish I had someone to have fun with and not have to worry about all kinds of drama or disappointments. Things just haven't worked out the way...
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Haha. Yea... I'm really not that creepy, but I do wish I had someone to have fun with and not have to worry about all kinds of drama or disappointments. Things just haven't worked out the way...
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thenewmexican:
we have some very cute ladies here in nm, and a few gents too
stonerbonerloner:
im here!
People: Join inknation. I did. See? I never even knew it was there. But it is! And I like it.
In other news, I got to withdraw from my horrid psych class I was in and ended up registering for a Broadside printing class, which I will get 1 credit for. Get this... it's a 2 day class. 2 DAYS! That's it! Ah, life is...
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In other news, I got to withdraw from my horrid psych class I was in and ended up registering for a Broadside printing class, which I will get 1 credit for. Get this... it's a 2 day class. 2 DAYS! That's it! Ah, life is...
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brightredscream:
Thanks for the compliments on my rib project
user101822327:
Hi - thats one of the best tattoos Ive ever seen on your ribs! Love it!
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piski:
I want to have Myles' heavily tattooed babies. I'm still astounded every time I see it.
I'm still astounded every time I see it.
piski:
Aww, I love my lit-nerd roomie too. One of the writers I dreamed about was her lover... I'm fairly positive of that, at least. 
One of the writers I dreamed about was her lover... I'm fairly positive of that, at least. AGH! I just had a fight with my mom and I am so frustrated. She's angry because my suitemates make massive messes in the kitchen we share and never clean it and since I was sick for the last two weeks, my mom thinks the mess and the disgustingness has something to do with it. Anyways, she thinks I don't stand up for myself (which...
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piski:
Six to eight of them!
Being "escorted" to Europe by six to eight men is kinda kinky. Think about it.
Just another example of why I'm going to get "SO PREGNANT in college."
Edited because I am a grammar whore who believes that quotes belong in quotation marks.
[Edited on Feb 27, 2006 10:58PM]
Being "escorted" to Europe by six to eight men is kinda kinky. Think about it.
Just another example of why I'm going to get "SO PREGNANT in college."
Edited because I am a grammar whore who believes that quotes belong in quotation marks.
[Edited on Feb 27, 2006 10:58PM]
piski:
Who said anything about diapers?
We'll have an "abortion party." It'll be a "roommate bonding experience."
(Why is everything I'm saying reminiscent of the first two weeks of school?)
We'll have an "abortion party." It'll be a "roommate bonding experience."
(Why is everything I'm saying reminiscent of the first two weeks of school?)
I'm finally home (by home, I mean in my crummy dorm) and it is freezing and dark and lonely and I kind of wish I was back at my parent's house where I was being constantly taken care of. Oh well... I guess I can't be sick forever. I don't think I'd want that anyway. But it was nice pretending I didn't have to be...
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piski:
I was lonely when you weren't here! I'm glad you're back.
Cut you haaaaair.... cut your haaaaair. That's what hats are for.
Cut you haaaaair.... cut your haaaaair. That's what hats are for.
I've been fighting off the flu and god-knows what else for the past week and a 1/2 and it has not been pretty. I think I'm beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but I don't want to go and jink myself.
s1gnsoflif3:
Drink some Nyquil. It is the substance of gods.
christina:
thanks!
thats a shame you ve been sick hows other stuff going??
thats a shame you ve been sick hows other stuff going??
But I'd looove to see your reaction to your mom saying she'd prolly date a chick.