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ridley

California, @le_creativename

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Thursday Aug 30, 2007

Aug 30, 2007
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I've always had this fantasy of being a rock star. Original, I know. I got over it for the last few years but suddenly this morning in the show the urge to scream and write songs and rock out came back. I don't know what it was.

The problem with this fantasy is that I can't sing, I can't scream well, I have no musical knowledge, and generally my lyrics are lame. I haven't put much effort into anything, but I don't think it would be worth it anyway.

Sigh. I dream of being amazing in general. In every field except my own. I don't have this ambition to be the greatest designer in the world. I have dreams of being a famous fashion designer, photographer, musician, film maker, or etc. The only one I'm even remotely good at is photography. I don't know what the deal is. My reality isn't a dream?

But don't get me wrong, I really love what I do. I love to design. It's just not a fantasy.
I guess that's the point of having a fantasy though. And I don't know quite where I was going with this post.

Anyway, I'm done editing photos and I just need Q to come back and tell me what the name of the set is. I also can't wait to see my set from Taye. I'm actually nervous about it. I felt awkward the whole time so I'm hoping that I didn't look awkward.

I've also been really interested in making jewelry. I bought a bunch of stuff to rip apart and make jewelry from so I'll see how this venture goes.
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_brody_:
haha. i was listening to dashboard confessional, and they were like "there's pillows in their cases, and one of them is mine!" and i was like... "wow that's epic."

you could always shadow write, lol
Sep 2, 2007
bellica:
Been there... done that... ended up learning... you should try it hun, Go for it!!! biggrin
Sep 2, 2007

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