rictor66

Reasons she will last:
we like the same bands
She likes to do nothing with me
She has passion for her chosen expression
BEST SHOW BUDDY EVER!
She supports my chosen expression
the sex is AWESOME!
We communicate musically


Reasons she won't last:
She constantly separates everything by gender instead of by individual
She knows I hate driving but still makes me do most of it
She lets her family's chosen religion dictate her future
She takes everything too personally for me to call her out on anything
She leads me to believe that my chosen form of expression is not enough and that I need to "grow up and get a real job" eventually
She makes me feel like she only wants me to have a job that makes a lot of money without thinking of my personal happiness
Her favorite trip is a guilt trip...until she gets what she wants out of me.
She led me to believe that she was independent, but always seems to prove me wrong

Am I being bitter or honest? I love this girl, but sometimes I get stressed and wig out about her needs. The fucking guilt trips make me feel like If I don't give her what she wants, I'm a piece of shit. Does she realize that I DON'T do that to her? Am I being taken advantage of, or is this just how she is?

I just feel that I can't talk to her about shit like this sometimes because she's going to take it the wrong way and cry and be upset. Then there's NO HOPE for communication.

"I'm looking for baggage that goes with mine..."
-Mimi from RENT