rickyricardo512

So I'm still friends with my ex that I dated for 3 years of my young life. I ended things with her just a little over 3 months age due to an age difference for 20ish plus years and health issues. "Yeah I'm the asshole!" says all her friends. Although if you are not happy you have to leave right? When I visited her "just the other day" like she always used to say and that phrase drove me nuts because her meaning of it would be form yesterday to 6 months ago! LOL! I had picked up some of my mail and decided to still an hour or so to watch Orange is the Black new season. I also wanted to get out of my roommates house because he had 5 screaming and loud kids over and I do not believe in children that will be the topic for another blog. Well as I made myself comfortable I open her fridge for a cold Michelob Ultra, and I see where I used to have my beers is a few 12 oz bottles of Miller High Life. Yeah, right about then that ugly pit feeling you get in your stomach crept right in. Best thing to do is laugh it off. But with that it made me think she has moved on that fast. Hey I have not even found a rebound lay. While she has brought another man into our old 1 bedroom apartment that I used to call home. I tease her about her new boyfriend leaving his beer there. She laughed it off and did not respond after that so I dropped it there. After I ask if it was okay to have some of her leftover of her home cooked food that made me gain 35 pounds over the last 3 years. She says yes and then said that the beer isn't half bad but, it was a waste of 2 days and a lost cause. Now that I know she said 2 days yeah she fucked this guy. I have to say I was a bit jealous but we are only human. It was her ex from back in the day named Ricky. Our names are pretty close so I found that a bit awkward but what makes it funny is his nick name is The Hulk. Yeah about that feeling in your gut, now multiply it by 10. He is an ex marine with 4 tours to Iraq. She told me they fought the and argued the whole time but when he was not drinking he was really kind but know remembers why they are exes. I just let her get it off her chest and said" I hope the sex made up for the fighting." I should of never asked that question., because it was a definite YES! Then I won't be having any rebound sex with her after that! It is nice to know she has moved on but I think I will try to meet someone in person instead over a dating site. Once I do that then I'll give that booty call Tender a try as well as When Coffee Meets Bagel. Until then this Ice Cold Blue Moon Will Have To Do.