rickmitten

I am sad..
I miss her..
I am not angry..
I am hurt..
Does time take long for the hurt to go..
When does it work that the memories stay but the pain goes away?
I am confounded and stuck..
For words..
For voice..
For progression..
For my chance to be inside myself/happy..
I wish the lyrics would come..
I wish for things to change.....
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i want the world to not be on it's side..

today..
right now..
i feel alone..
there is no end to the sadness..
i am lost..
i am going to kill myself i believe

i just wish things sometimes..

Finished school.
Back from operation, in action again.
Finally some summer swell has brought me some waves.
Waiting for a sign.
Ready to find a rad design job.
But wanting more surfs.
The water is really nice now.
It is taking some getting use to.
yo..

HOLIDAYS!!
yep.
it's cold.
but there's surf.
i think my toes are going to fall off soon.
gulp.

Marketing assignment can go home!

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

We lost the court case on Friday.

The trucks began rolling in dirt taht night for the desalination plant being built near my home town on the coast.
The site is directly behind the dunes between two of my favourite surf spots.
It will need to be powered 24 hour 7 days a week for the rest of it's working life.
It will be bigger...
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