rickmitten

hello,

I get jealous a lot.
And confused a whole lot.

I get lost inside my own head and cant fathom anyone else's.

I daydream about nothing.

I feel like the future is waiting for me.
I don't know what I am supposed to do to get there.

I always feel like now is the only time I can do anything.
I feel lonely when I am alone.

I have the whole world to give.
I have noone I truly feel deserves my world.
Sometimes I think that my world isn't worth offering anyhow.

I dont know what I am saying.
I dont know who I am saying it to.

I feel truly indecisive about so many things.

I wish I lived in a house.
I wish Styles lived with me.

I want a group of arty friends with which I make things from nothing.
I want long, comfortable silences.
I seek no pretense in conversation.
Iwant to hang out with people with whom I can do nothing else but sit around, ride bikes, talk, play board games, scribble on table cloths, sing songs, laugh with, be silent with, give high-fives/get high-fives, hug and smile around.

I want to front a bluegrass band.
I want my piano to be in tune.

I need to breathe everyday.

I want the world.
I want someone else's world.
I want someone else to want my world.

I will make more things.

Hello..