rickmitten

I am sad..
I miss her..
I am not angry..
I am hurt..
Does time take long for the hurt to go..
When does it work that the memories stay but the pain goes away?
I am confounded and stuck..
For words..
For voice..
For progression..
For my chance to be inside myself/happy..
I wish the lyrics would come..
I wish for things to change..
I wish for time to take me away..

I am hopeless..
Am I helpless?

Someone give me rhyme/reason..
Please?