rickmitten

everything seems so weird right now..
people are sad..
things happen..

i don't know..

i want to build a ship and sail away..

i want to build a ship and sail away..

I have four days of work then i am off on a ten day jaunt up the coast for waves and relaxation..
I cant wait to see all my friends in Queensland..

Work has been tiresome and taxing..
A lot of work,
Nothing terribly exciting..
New computer by the time i get back from holidays though.....
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today i wrote a song..
i have been a bit sad..

music is good for my head..
i feel like the cold has made a change inside me,,

i was going to a huge photo upload but my internet has been incredibly slow..
so that will wait till faster times..

here is the beginnings of my newest song..



i really like it..

hello

tonight..
tonight i cried a little bit..

i still miss her..

today is my birthday..

i am 29..

i dislike birthdays and all the unwarranted congratulations that come with it..

it just makes me feel weird..

I like people wishing me a a happy birthday..

I just don't like cakes and songs and everyone crowding in..

I don't know what I'm saying..

hello

i feel weird..

i am tired..

i am apprehensive..

i am good..

i am worth it..

i am unsure..

i am insecure..

i am bored..

i am on the edge of discovering what it is i am doing..

i am still looking..

i am rad..

i am looking for a couch partner still..

i am writing a blog..

i am finished writing this blog..

today..
today.. i want to hide under a rock..
i feel as though i am swimming through sand..
inside my head has facets..
like a sparkling diamond..
but there is no sparkle..
just thoughts i cannot catch..

has anyone seen rick?

today..
today.. i am a sad robot..


go here

someone please find me..

I want a couch and an eternity..

I feel strangely strange..

I'm swimming inside my own head..

I have yet to understand what it is I am supposed to feel..

Saturday night I left a party because everyone there bored me..

I felt arrogant and rude, but I had to leave because I couldnt take the boredom..

Doesn't mean that I am super not boring..

Just that I find other people in...
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hello..

last night i slept for 16 hours..

today i feel like my life has been reset..

i feel like i felt when i was fit..

long time gone..

time to change..

time to grow..

time to live..

I had a tremendous four day weekend over in Yallingup..

*inserts photomontage here when he gets home from work*

I feel like I'm in love and I...
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