rickmitten

i am struggling to keep my shit together..
slowly falling apart again..
i hate feeling helpless..

i need something..

..

We played a gig a few weeks back..

This is some crappy footage of us ripping up Killing Floor..



More to come..

crushes..

I like butterflies..
In my tummy..
Good ones..

I like it when you feel a little bit special..
I like that being really happy for a little while is heaps better than feeling average for an eternity..
I like staring at nothing and smiling..

I love daydreaming..
I like going on imaginary walks in my head..
On the beach..
It's fun..

I like coming...
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back up again..

i did another song..
it's a cover of an avett brother's song..
it's one of my favourites..
it covers all my loved ones..
it feels special for me..

i was super drunk when i recorder this..
i like playing music..

i had a beard too..

let it go..
put a smile on your face somehow..
make it count..
give yourself a break..
enjoy your time here..

i feel like i'm sliding down again..
not out of control..

just..
stuck..
static transit..

i have ideas..
they arrive on a lightning bold..
and recede faster than they appear..
implosion..

i feel kind of empty..

i should be less hard on myself..

would...
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I rode to work today..
It was cold and fresh..
I think it is just this day left on the bike for the week..
The day before the rain..
A day before static transit..

Trams freak me out..
But when it rains..

I don't like to be cold and wet..

I miss not knowing..

If you are vegan..
go here..

i feel all weird again..
not in a bad way..
just weird..

dirp!


i cut my hair and trimmed my beard too..
now i look younger..

someone come and talk some sense into my little brain..
bring some sun with you please?

i am back at work after ten days off..
surfing..
paddle boarding..
drinking beers..
eating lots of food..
swimming every morning..
swimming every night..
being in the sunshine..
lovely friends..
puppy cuddles in bed..
freedom..
family..
friendship..

I feel slightly down back at work..

the promise of a fantastic future hangs inside my head..
a promise i made to myself..

I am happy..
happiness will...
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shark