rickmitten

listening to music makes things in my head change..

sometimes worse..

sometimes better..

inside my head right now is nice..



i think photos soon..

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something awesome is in the air..

i dont know what it is..

but things are going to get rad..

today at work..

i cried at my desk..

weepy, slow tears..

not a lot..

just a few..

not sad ones..

just...
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So it was a busy long weekend..

Drinks..

Football..

Bike riding..

Flash coding..

Animation..

Drinking..

A little bit of house work (would have liked to do more)..
.
Today was a day that seemed to go on forever..
I felt like a tny mouse on a huge wheel..
The more I tried to get done..
The faster the wheel went around..
As soon as I...
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hello,

I get jealous a lot.
And confused a whole lot.

I get lost inside my own head and cant fathom anyone else's.

I daydream about nothing.

I feel like the future is waiting for me.
I don't know what I am supposed to do to get there.

I always feel like now is the only time I can do anything.
I feel lonely when...
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gaaargh!

I want to make a tiny movie..
I want to write beautiful music..
I want to draw wonderful things..
I want to take awesome photographs..
I want to do all these things..

I want to do all of these things for you..

But you will never read this..

I want to have someone who makes me want to do these things for..

I ask for...
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hello,

I still miss her and it makes me feel sad.

I still miss the time when i was really happy.

I still miss the way things were.

I still miss my creativity.

I still miss the way i didnt care.

I still miss the point.

I'm tired of fighting for a lost cause.

yo