finally.... finallly got out of the burbs and back to philly where i belong... started moving in today... no more drama to deal with.... my grandmother passed away on memorial day and i feel kind of bad that i haven't really felt an grief or mourning for her... i spent the last 2 years living with her and taking care of her so naturally i'm missing her but i feel like an asshole because i haven't been dwelling on t like most of my family thinks i should be... i'm sad that she is gone but i know she doesn't have to feel the pain anymore ... not just the physical pain but the pain of waking up for 11 years without her true love... i truly don't know if there is a heaven and hell but i do believe in my heart that whatever lies beyond... they are with each other there... peace out
Mark
Mark
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Give it time, you'll do fine.. You seem to be a great guy and you know what?
This things are different for everyone, not everyone can mourn at the same time.
Some people take their time, ignore the rest and try to feel better.
About the PTW concert, yeah, I've seen them only once!
it's hard for me to go to US cuz I dont have many places to stay...
So year after year I try to have new friends there so I can visit them !! haha
Oh PTW im stoked.
I LOVE PHILLY!
xoxo