richiedagger

wow...my friends being here was way more drama than i ever thought it would be. first of all me and this girl i know were kinda "together" i guess...but we broke it off to give her time to get over her ex of two years ( they just recently broke up). anyways my buds come up and one of them...even tho he knows i like her...just starts hitting on her constantly and following her around the whole weekend like a little fuckin puppy...oh and the night they got here we all went to a party and i passed out on the couch of some random house and wake up to find them in the same bed...they were in a room with a bunch of people so i know it didnt go too far but i can thelp but thinkin something happened...even tho she says she still likes me. fuckin christ. and the worst part is ill never know if anything happened because our relationship was a secret...and i know she can hide it. fuck that shit.

anyways...i still managed to have a pretty good time...tho im fuckin pissed at one of my friends. we went to a party in berkely on sat night and i got super sideways...and i was in a great mood at the time so i just started fuckin around alot. i jumped into a limo that was stopped at a stoplight and just started giving the guy directions to where i wanted to go...haha he was pissed.

so yeah...all in all good weekend...got to see my friends...and i was really drunk the whole time...and for some reason i dont really care a hell of a lot about the whole girl thing...im a little mad but for some reason its not phasing me as much as it would've a few months ago...lately i've been noticing that i really dont care too much about anything really...is that bad?