I feel pretty rubbish, I'm not going sugar coat it.
I can't wait for Christmas to be over, I am anxious about so many things, and unsure of so many other things.
I love my job, it's not like how I imagine other jobs to be. We're more of a community which is weird for a pub, but I like it. Things are changing after... Read More
i know what you mean about work taking over your life...but i look at it from a similar angle to you -
that is;
i wouldn't have any of my studio stuff, cameras, ipods, phones, car or indeed any of the nice things in life, which i suppose i now take for granted.
it does sometimes seem rather sad that you live to work (or work to live) - i forget which one i am. but as you say, it enables you to do/have things that wouldn't otherwise be.
as i said in a previous post on your blog - i would like to collaborate with you (in regard to your wishes to model). and for the record (judging by your current pics) - anything you do with modelling - i'm sure will turn out amazing.
you can't work all the hours god sent and have a social life....i hope that's the case otherwise i now feel shite!
i do hope you enjoy your christmas - even if it is just for a second!!!
good luck with your goals - i hope you achieve them....
hey - thanks for the FR - hope all is well...getting ready for chrimbo no doubt! i've got some of my photos up at model mayhem - just search for '1002274' (just the numbers)...let me know what you think - they're just playing with the lights - haven't really tried any proper ideas yet, but hey!
I'm struggling with my own head right now. I feel tired and I don't know what I want, or who I am.
I'm wishing things were different, and that maybe i'd enjoy life more if i was born someone else, or to someone else, or somewhere else? If you get what I mean. I guess I am trying to say I am tired with my... Read More
The SG community as a whole are here to help you out Im sorry things are rubbish right noe and hope you relationship works out take a few weeks to figure out if its for you an remember you are still at a trial and error stage in your life we all are
I am trying desperately hard to get used to my new job title... Bar Manager, but I am totally exhausted and this is already turning out to be a hard week.
I've not slept properly in over 2 weeks, my health is a shambles....
I was looking forward to curling up in front of a movie with boo, since i only sleep well when I... Read More
Hi hi!
My computer is fucked. My phone is fucked. It's all good!
I've given up on technology almost completely. I am learning to drive soon though, and just forked out 50 on my provisional. Yayayayaya
Today is the start of my weekend. I don't have the same days off as boo at the moment, since he's working at a different pub right now but... Read More
How is everyone?
I am wishing life would slow down, because I am becoming stupidly run down with cold. It probably isn't the best of ideas to be sat here in a towel with wet hair.
I've been working loads and worrying about money - not sure why, I don't have any bills to pay. I've also been partying hard with my bestest... Read More
I'm still alive! Just finished working 8 days straight, and dealing with life and love, and stupid bitches that like gossiping about bullshit.
I couldn't be happier though, despite this big ass cold I managed to catch. I'm running myself into the ground, but what the heck!