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ricardor

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Feeling blah...

Sep 7, 2014
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So, this year has not turned out like I was expecting. Being a bit "disable" after the operation left me too much time in my head, which is never a good thing. I've been dipping my toes on the shores of depression for the past couple of months.

Hopefully there's still time to turn it around, it hasn't been all bad, but the felling of being stuck have to change. I just need to vent a bit, to really let go of the things I have no control over and not dwell on it too much. But I believe a big change needs to happen in my life over the next year, I need to re-focus to re-challenge myself again, to not go down the dark corners of my mind too much.

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arroia:
There are still a good few months left of this year, and things may very well get better. Change is almost always good in some way, though I don't know if the change you crave is something you need to make happen, or if it's something you can't help or influence. I hope it's the first one and you find the strength.

Glad you like the multi! :)
Sep 25, 2014
ricardor:
thanks @arroia
Sep 25, 2014

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