Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

ricardor

Puerto Rico

Member Since 2005

Followers 247 Following 664

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Tuesday Mar 19, 2013

Mar 18, 2013
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
I feel like in the last few months I've completely alienated myself from the outside world. I mean, I have the feeling that something in my mind is poisoning everything else.
I've become more and more pickier with whom i let in my life. Which wasn't always the case. Over-thinking sometimes can ruin you, and I think its starting to get to me. Every time a take a step forward, I regress a step back.
Maybe I'm just venting, or feeling a bit lonesome, but either way, I am the only one who can help me out of this.
I can deal, with the hurt, the pain, the disappointments , the highs and lows, all are passing feelings and part of the make of life. Its the emptiness, the feeling numb that really gets to me.

all in all , always going forward.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
arroia:
I don't think that being picky is necessarily a bad thing, unless it turnes into a complete distrust towards everyone and everything. Maybe this is just a phase, a bit of alone time during which you can figure out where you want to go next. If you ever want to chat about it, feel free to drop me a message.

The trip home will be awesome, but you still have about 5 months of me before I go MIA for about a month. wink
Mar 22, 2013
hanke:
muchas gracias!!
Mar 22, 2013

More Blogs

  • 02.23.11
    2

    Wednesday Feb 23, 2011

    Day 5. feeling very hurt and numb. its kind of like it hasnt reall…
  • 02.19.11
    1

    Sunday Feb 20, 2011

    Sunday... A completely different feeling sunday than the last one. …
  • 03.24.10
    8

    Thursday Mar 25, 2010

    Feeling..kind of relaxed things are not perfect but i cant compla…
  • 06.25.06
    0

    Monday Jun 26, 2006

    "I cling to my imperfections, as the very essence of my being" …

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
9
months
0
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,122,038 followers
  • 14,915,716 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,380,806 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo