ricardor

Well, 2011 was kind of an experimental year, going out of the box, of my comfort zone. 2012 was more of a coming into my own kind of thing, this is me, this is what i want. and I definitively need to get some balance between the two for this year.
thing is, I've kind of isolated myself in the last couple of months, I mean, I've gone out with my friends at all but that's about it. for example, I went out on Friday with my friends had a few beers and mostly a good time, but on Saturday and Sunday I had no interactions with anybody. Normally I'm very picky with who I let in my personal circle, and It's gotten worse and worse as I grow older.
Lately I think I've been feeling lonely, but don't want to go to the trouble of meeting new people, or maybe I'm just afraid that people grow bored of me or something.
I don't know, I'm just venting probably.