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my mind has really been overthinking a lot lately;
feeling like there some stuff i need to do moving foward.
after some issues at work everything else is kind of normal
just trying to relax and be myself all the time

well, things are starting to feel normal again, new routines,
feeling like myself again , making new friends connecting with old friends again;
i aint got much to complain about, i got a couple of things and trips im planning so im hoping thiings work out for me, anyways ill continue my life and try to be as happy as i can, other than that...
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Can I feel good & bad at the same time. Can I have peace of mind and feel a little anxious at the same time.
that;s how Ive been feeling lately.
sometimes i wish i could stop my brain, but i cant.
nothing suoer new going around, just moving along peacefully

well, things have been up and down a lot this past month so i guess im starting to feel a sense of normalcy back in my life.
basically its been about listening to music and going to concerts as much as i can!
and trying to make connections with other people
every now and then i feel lonely but theres nothing i can do about...
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well, I started working out again this week getting my body back in shape is ganna start to make me feel good about something again, otherwise just battling through my days and keeping my mind as busy as I can which hasnt been easy. Days afre just altering between Ok and bad depending on how busy mi mind is. Getting through this depression is not...
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Well, this weekend was kind of an up and down.
Staurday went to see Ozzy in concert with my brother and a couple of friends and had a great time; but then came sunday and it really got to me the fact that i feel so lonely, after almost 9 years of sharing your life with someone its days like sunday that really gets to...
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Day 5. feeling very hurt and numb. its kind of like it hasnt really sink in. I did my best, Im not perfect and i have my issues, but i gave it my all , I was always there when she needed me and always loyal to her. and more so than she leaving the way it happend really fucked me up. how can people...
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Sunday...
A completely different feeling sunday than the last one.
I got a lot of feelings and issues and things to sort out, but those will take care eventually,
right now i just would like to get everything out of me let go completly so tommorrow when i start the week i can focus on getting on with my life. after 8 and a half...
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Feeling..kind of relaxed

things are not perfect but i cant complain much.
march was pretty good, a couple of good concerts and show and good times.

"I cling to my imperfections, as the very essence of my being"
-Anatole France