it's time to say it. he left me yesterday.
4 years.
i feel like the only thing that could make me calm down is to be like the red in the egg. still and soundless.i can't say i want to die but i don't know really how to keep on linving
i know it's pathetic and i really would like not to be, i'd like to be strong and faithful but it's the fuckin' hardest thing i've even handled with..
many questions come up on my mind that i feel i could really destroy my house, sound of crashing things gives a kind of relief, but i'm 2 tired...it's 40 hours no sleep at all and actually can't sleep, i'm drunk and softened...and i still can't sleep. why am i not able to sleep? why i don't care....
I CAN'T SLEEP
NON RIESCO A DORMIRE
are there some vimpires like me out there???
4 years.
i feel like the only thing that could make me calm down is to be like the red in the egg. still and soundless.i can't say i want to die but i don't know really how to keep on linving
i know it's pathetic and i really would like not to be, i'd like to be strong and faithful but it's the fuckin' hardest thing i've even handled with..
many questions come up on my mind that i feel i could really destroy my house, sound of crashing things gives a kind of relief, but i'm 2 tired...it's 40 hours no sleep at all and actually can't sleep, i'm drunk and softened...and i still can't sleep. why am i not able to sleep? why i don't care....
I CAN'T SLEEP
NON RIESCO A DORMIRE
are there some vimpires like me out there???
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legman:
onenerdykid:
Hang in there little tomato... My 7 year just happened a few days ago... If you live in the Montebelluna/Asolo area, I will buy you a glass of prosecco next week. Always makes me feel better 