rhoswen

How is it that I never know whats going on until its far too late? It seems to be a skill I have mastered over time, and at this point, I have perfected it. Took me a year to figure something out, more than a year and as I figure it out it becomes too late. Everything Ive ever wanted and it was right there, and I didnt know it, didnt realize it and didnt love it. I wish I had the ability to say something, but Im such a pussy, it just doesnt work. I want to be cared about, and I want someone to think im beautiful, and I want someone that I can fall asleep with in their arms. I could have had that once, but now I think its too late, far far too late.