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Hi all....sorry for dissapearing,,,

I've been in thr process of moving,,.. YAY! miao!!

I'm terribly excited and its great...now comes the challenge...finding another job to add to the one I've got so I can actually try to pay my part of the rent...

Here comes the challenge...there is a modeling agency coming to town and I really really want to go...ever since I was little I...
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rellkin:
good luck with the new place and i think you can do anything you put your mind to.
gogobongo:
You have to try, it is compulsory. Go and strut your stuff. Moving is fun and exhausting, have fun!
kiss
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So I woke up this morning and started doing my thing getting ready for work and such, and all of a sudden some person comes out of a room down the hall....
Apparently two random people moved into my house last night and no one told me...isn't that just great?
I can't wait to move out of here with my BF to a nice house...
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yuriel:
haha cool smile cleanin sux! take care yo smile mad love
mrstitches:
You up and disappeared. what the hell?
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So next weekend someone has to come up and go out with me, cause this sitting home on Friday and Saturday night has got to go...

Someone, anyone, please, its only Vermont, not that far right? whatever

Anyway I'm out to wallow in my boredom...

~R EL SUICIDO LOCO
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mrstitches:
You can come down here and hang out. Hell if I'm making that six hour drive though. Bah.
gogobongo:
kiss ooo aaa biggrin
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MMMM I love rice...

Trying to get things all straightend out...I get to move in with my boyfriend soon...Yay! It's exciting...

Monday I am interviewing for a babysitting thing for a three month old...I know a lot of peopel think thats a bad idea after last week, however I think its the best choice, and I really like kids so it should work perfectly...

I...
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gogobongo:
Sounds like a good time. I'm happy some things are going well. pet your hampster for me. He gets on your computer late at night and tells me how neglected he is. sad little guy. frown
mrstitches:
Rice is good. I love the rice.

Where you can find the movie were you asking? I rented it from netflix. Maybe if you have a good video store around they'd have it.
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I talked to my boss, he didn't have much to say other than he was going to try and get me some raises and get me a set day so that I could get a full time job if I needed another one...

I guess my suspitions were right about the other thing, though they don't matter anymore, it's gone, it was a bad thing...
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yuriel:
what? no you must have sex again hehe
frown that would suck otherwise sorry to hear about yer suspiciions and such girl however its good for you to get yer raise and all *hugs* mad love
gogobongo:
I am glad you talked to your boss, he will try to help, I am sure. About the other thing, advice about that just sucks, I know. At times I have thought I would never have sex again and spent four or five years without it. I don't know if that helped me or hurt. I am just as confused. kiss kiss
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So sad,
So lonely here all by myself stuck in Vermont. No one wants to visit me frown
My hampster doesnt even love me anymore...he bit me when I was trying to feed him...little fucker...
Eating a salad now and teasing him with it because he's so mean...
Terribly worried, missing things that should have happened...not wanting a screaming, beautiful child right now...
Not old enough,...
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willdabeast:
pregnant?
gogobongo:
ooo, I hope the pills are just messing with your system. frown Once you talk to your boss you will feel better. Hope you aren't prego sweetie. smack your hamster for me blackeyed ooo aaa
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I think I've made myself a choice, well a couple at least. I am going to confront my worst fears and talk to my boss when he gets back. I don't want to work there anymore, it's not enough pay, and going with my other choice, it won't be enough for me to help my bf pay rent when we move in together in a...
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gogobongo:
He will understand, but you have to do what is right by you. You can do it, don't worry.
gogobongo:
How did it go? Did you talk to him? You can do it. Just start talking and get it out. Don't think too much or puke If he really wants you to stay maybe he will offer to match the pay of the other place. Give him the option, maybe, if you really like it there, but don't settle for less. kiss have a good day
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Today was an interesting day, spent the morning doing stuff for classes, all morning...the whole damn time...and I still have more class stuff to do...this will be a fun semester...

I get a lot of hour this week, I will get a nice check next week...though this one coming wont be great....after this week though I go back to my bad and boring 20 hours...
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rev123:
RE: Chainsaws and Children

I've seen them play YEARS ago... back when 242 was just a stinky little supply closet.... but I haven't heard anything of them in a long while. For all I know, they're as defunct as Dysfunktion.
mrstitches:
Combos are awesome.
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No, the world hasn't yet come to an end,
This is the world everyone else lives in,
My world hasn't come to an end either
But it is being stretched in two directions,
It is all about guys or a guy,
Again.
How do I tell him, how do I let him know?
I don't want to, I am not good with words
My fears...
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yuriel:
uh right
stupid journal ok
mad love nice poetry... sure someone will be better who comes along dear.
hmm what else oh yeah not much im pretty spacebrained right now prolly in need of more caffiene... sleep could be an option but fuck it biggrin
gogobongo:
two more days til scorpio. I see you shiver with antici.....




....pation
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YAY! I get to have guests over now, and I get to stay out til midnight and I get to have one night out a week...yay...

And I've only been here for a little while, I guess I do well maybe?

Ok well I gotta run some errands and finish eating my yummy cheese and eggs...be back later tonight no doubt

gogobongo:
yayy! I get to have a friend over too, we will be staying up much later than midnight. wink have a good time, I like you pics ooo aaa
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Morning all...
Got woken up this morning by some people in the apartment messing around with shit on one of the other rooms...putting in new carpet...which means that I will be locked in my room tonight to stay away from the smell...so hopefully someone will entertain me? whatever
It's gonna snow today I hope, means it will be lovely and warm...cause tomorrows supposed to be back...
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willdabeast:
entertain? hmm i can't juggle and i can't tell jokes. i can't dance. how about you laugh at my total lack of any talent.
would that amuse you? hehe
willdabeast:
i didn't see you up late, good! that saves me from yelling
"GET TO BED RHOSWEN!" wink
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So right now I get to write a journal to some people stating why I want to "move up" to the next phase...I guess maybe I should explain a little first...When I first moved to this town I was homeless and stayed in one of the shelters...and after that I moved on to the "next step" being section 8 housing and such...
The part that...
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willdabeast:
yeah, chatting online does make me less shy. once i don't have to worry about being judged by my apparance i open up a bit
mrstitches:
Looks like you like Stepehen King. Have you read the "Dark Tower" series?