rhapsody

i am so bored... i don't know what to do with myself, so i'll rant. the only thing that i really miss about having a boyfriend is the sex. not that our schedules allowed us to do it very often, but when i wanted it... it was there. i don't even know or trust anyone here to just be a fuck buddy. sometimes you just need to get laid, and laid properly. maybe a little cuddling afterwards. but it never works out that way. either it fucks up a friendship with awkwardness or by someone developing feelings... i guess my vibrator will just have to do in the meantime