Well - the trip to the Florida Keys was very nice and relaxing - but way too short. I felt so good while I was there - and the weather was so very nice and sunny.
However, as soon as I got back my life hit me like a ton of bricks, and i ended up doing something really stupid, which resulted in me getting very sick...........
I got so scared because I thought I was going to die - 
I had/have been making some really bad choices lately - and that was the kicker! I really need to get a grip somehow but I just don't know how.............
Wow! That sounds so very cliche, and so very lame.
Not feeling the whole X-mas thing either, in case you can't tell......... I know there are people out there that have lives much, much worse than mine. I just can't seem to stop obsessing about mine though. Very, very selfish.
However, as soon as I got back my life hit me like a ton of bricks, and i ended up doing something really stupid, which resulted in me getting very sick...........
I got so scared because I thought I was going to die - I had/have been making some really bad choices lately - and that was the kicker! I really need to get a grip somehow but I just don't know how.............
Wow! That sounds so very cliche, and so very lame.
Not feeling the whole X-mas thing either, in case you can't tell......... I know there are people out there that have lives much, much worse than mine. I just can't seem to stop obsessing about mine though. Very, very selfish.
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I think you already have a therapist? I hope s/he is being helpful.
Just try to find the things that make you happy and go from there..
Here if you need to talk or vent...