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"I don't know what's gonna happen next man...BUT I WANT TO HAVE MY KICKS BEFORE THE WHOLE SHITHOUSE GOES UP IN FLAMES!" -jim morrison, 1-17-70-

i just found that written down in my psychology notes. ha! i love wheni find my random scribblings!

its been super fucking nice out the last few days. i hope everyone's been scampering about outdoors and enjoying it.

ummmm yeah so i've pretty much applied EVERYWHERE where i think i have even the most remote chance of being hired. i've called places back....several times....i suppose now all there is to do is wait and soak up the joys of having no responsibility while it lasts

i start my alcohol class this thursday. can't wait. probably watch a bunch of lame ass vids from the eighties that have absolutely nothing to do with todays drinking habits and then hit up bdubs for wings and beer after class

as noone probably knows, i actually went to art school for photography back in the day. i dropped out because it sucked. and then just got out of the habit when my camera broke SUMMER OF 2007. yeah i've been THAT fucking lazy about getting it fixed. but now that i'm on this whole get off my butt and do shit kick i'm finally going to take it in (considering i bought one of those 100 dollar warranties they so easily talk you into, i may as well use it). i really want to start taking photos again. i miss it.

i'm really happy lately. i don't know why. i'm poor. i'm jobless. i'm living at home. i'm basically a loser. haha

planning a trip to pittsburgh late november/early december. i miss it like crazy and definitly want to move back when my alcohol class ends (i would just skip out but don't really feel like spending the six months in jail that will leave me with ) but i figure may as well visit and make sure.

really i just need to find a traveling buddy. free spirits?

well since i've so much spare time i've been working on a self-shot set. the place i'm shooting only gets the ideal light for about an hour a day so it may be awhile. plus i'm shooting with a shitty kodak. so maybe i won't even end up turning it in haha but here's a little preview of that:

yeah titties!!!!!!!! also proof that i do smile on occasion...

i need new books and movies. i ordered some books off of amazon for like a dollar each but they are taking soooo terribly long! and my dvd collection is just pathetic.

i am currently taking book/author recommendations

i DID finally get a check from this stouffers promotion i worked two months ago so....there's a little pep for my step. i'm going to try really hard to stay away from bars (aka spending all of it) until i get a job. really. i am.

p.s. fuck the colts

oh la la more pointless blogs for you to enjoy. i feel some inspiring works coming on soon though...

oink.