ladies aaaaand gentlemen.....
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
ok so i had pretrial this morning and saw my probation officer.
EVERY DAY FROM NOW UNTIL AUGUST 26TH (AKA, THE ENTIRE SUMMER) I AM TO WAKE UP BETWEEN THE HOURS OF 6 AND 8 AM....MONDAY TUESDAY WEDNESDAY THURSDAY FRIDAY SATURDAY AND SUNDAY. AND CALL TO SEE IF I AM BEING RANDOMLY TESTED FOR ALCOHOL AND DRUGS...
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FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
ok so i had pretrial this morning and saw my probation officer.
EVERY DAY FROM NOW UNTIL AUGUST 26TH (AKA, THE ENTIRE SUMMER) I AM TO WAKE UP BETWEEN THE HOURS OF 6 AND 8 AM....MONDAY TUESDAY WEDNESDAY THURSDAY FRIDAY SATURDAY AND SUNDAY. AND CALL TO SEE IF I AM BEING RANDOMLY TESTED FOR ALCOHOL AND DRUGS...
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storms! yay! i love storms!
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alvynaumagumma:
my favorite thing to do on a hot summer night is to run around in a thunderstorm!! 
theanthonyhall:
You are SexXxy RexXxy
so the moment everyone in my life has been waiting to say i told you so has finally arrived. i consider this rock bottom. especially because everything was going so so so well in richmond so far.....
until i decided to get my car last night and drive home after drinking. by some miracle after i lost control of my car i ended up missing...
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until i decided to get my car last night and drive home after drinking. by some miracle after i lost control of my car i ended up missing...
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erichasfinewine:
I understand bottom, I have been there many times for various reasons. Just like what Gizmo56 said, if you are at bottom all you can do from here is go up. Don't think you are alone in this, many of us have been at the bottom. This won't be the first or the last. Now it is all about what you do from here to turn your life around. What ever you do stay true to ones self!!!! You will be fine!!! 
gizmo56:
Well hopefully you will get lucky. I know my friends brother did, he's had two dui's and the judge may let him off after this last one to go work on this cruise ship as a photographer which is way cool...i know im jelous.
HAHAHAHAAH ok update. so i moved everything into the new place with the somewhat wierd roommate that i at first thought the place was cool enough to deal with...
until he asked me for a ride to his doctors appointment AT THE MENTAL INSTITUTION.
so, needless to day, i found out he worked the next night and by the cover of darkness stealthily moved all...
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until he asked me for a ride to his doctors appointment AT THE MENTAL INSTITUTION.
so, needless to day, i found out he worked the next night and by the cover of darkness stealthily moved all...
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eyeambaldman:
That's some messed up shit about the mental institution! Freaky! 
kilcher:
Haha!! That's too funny. He probably got home and figured you were just a figment of his imagination. Like that random roommate on Friends.
ugh. i feel like shit. again.
lately it seems like drinking is no longer fun it just results in me being incredibly unhappy, late for work, and with a constant hangover.
i really need to stop letting this get out of hand.
then again i've been saying this for the past 4 years....and i always end up going back to my old ways. i guess...
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lately it seems like drinking is no longer fun it just results in me being incredibly unhappy, late for work, and with a constant hangover.
i really need to stop letting this get out of hand.
then again i've been saying this for the past 4 years....and i always end up going back to my old ways. i guess...
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gizmo56:
"It takes two weeks to change a/ get into a habit" Thats something that i though might help in this situation...although i guess take this with a grain of salt. Either way i hope you figure it out. good luck
rexx:
thanks :-)
sooo for some reason my friends have decided that they are going to start kickin it with a large group of freshly turned 18 bimbos....
i kind of enjoy it because they all sort of worship me for being legally able to drink and because they think its like "sooo totally cool omg!" that i have tattoos and work at nordstrom because they have nothing...
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i kind of enjoy it because they all sort of worship me for being legally able to drink and because they think its like "sooo totally cool omg!" that i have tattoos and work at nordstrom because they have nothing...
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mildots:
Men just like booty....Sorry you have to suffer because of it though
zepp101:
Men go for the easy prey and it really sucks you have to hang out with those chicks. I can't stand those types of girls, and it a main reason why I stay out of alot of places.
I couldn't do it, even if the chick was a bombshell, if there's no substance then my head will implode from lack of stimulus. Your friends are braver men then I, but you are the bravest..I just hope you don't lash out and wail out on one of them....You should just get them really shit faced beyond belief and see what kind of chaos ensues....
That's horrible but it'd be hilarious
I couldn't do it, even if the chick was a bombshell, if there's no substance then my head will implode from lack of stimulus. Your friends are braver men then I, but you are the bravest..I just hope you don't lash out and wail out on one of them....You should just get them really shit faced beyond belief and see what kind of chaos ensues....
That's horrible but it'd be hilarious
so i need to come up with about 300 dollars more than what i have in my posession right now to pay rent/security deposit/electric deposit/student loans/etc....in the next 5ish days.............
i'd sell stuff. but i don't really have anything of value.
hahaha...well..i'm going to go buy beer and liquor and american cheese and take my ass to a cookout. and try not to think about...
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i'd sell stuff. but i don't really have anything of value.
hahaha...well..i'm going to go buy beer and liquor and american cheese and take my ass to a cookout. and try not to think about...
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mildots:
Cheese, beer and Jack Daniels make everything better.
r3x:
Any suggestions... for MAKING MONEY or BUYING THE PROPER CHEESE?
For the former, there's the blood bank, drug dealing and the pole (both in the club and on the corner)...
For the latter, I prefer Monterey Jack or Swiss on my burgers.
For the former, there's the blood bank, drug dealing and the pole (both in the club and on the corner)...
For the latter, I prefer Monterey Jack or Swiss on my burgers.
ok so, after a long absence. i have returned to SG! let me fill you in on my life. i miss you friends :-)
well i don't live in pittsburgh anymore, i moved to richmond, VA and am much happier here so far. definitly don't want to stay here forever but its comfortable for now....its some strangely unexplainable new level of happiness for me. i...
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well i don't live in pittsburgh anymore, i moved to richmond, VA and am much happier here so far. definitly don't want to stay here forever but its comfortable for now....its some strangely unexplainable new level of happiness for me. i...
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mildots:
Wow a loft in an old converted brewery that is awesome. I love your sentence
can be easily bribed with whiskey..
I can definitely relate to that. Great new set. Hope all is well.
zepp101:
After a long absence it's great to have you back...I missed your posts and your retelling of inebriated nights and days.
The place sounds great, and the roommate sounds like a cool enough guy. I'd rather hang with a weird/slightly off person then a tightwad or lamer.
But your room itself sounds like my whole place can fit in there....maybe I'll have to make a road trip to Virginia sometime. I'm glad the move has brought you some peace and balance...and nordstroms...haha
And you got a car...fuckin awesome...welcome back
The place sounds great, and the roommate sounds like a cool enough guy. I'd rather hang with a weird/slightly off person then a tightwad or lamer.
But your room itself sounds like my whole place can fit in there....maybe I'll have to make a road trip to Virginia sometime. I'm glad the move has brought you some peace and balance...and nordstroms...haha
And you got a car...fuckin awesome...welcome back
hey guess whatie kiddos??? i'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!!!!!! let me tell you about my night...
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....of another crazy night in the life of heather.
it is 9 am on sunday, i have not been to bed.
went to visit potential future roommate at apartment downtown, drank a few, ventured to a cool bar down the road from the future apartment which had a fabulous tales from...
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....of another crazy night in the life of heather.
it is 9 am on sunday, i have not been to bed.
went to visit potential future roommate at apartment downtown, drank a few, ventured to a cool bar down the road from the future apartment which had a fabulous tales from...
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so, i have been 21 for a week. and my bank account is already draining. i knew this would be bad.
for the past 6 years i've already drank more than most of age people consume in their lifetime, and i can only see it continuing to get worse.
if it weren't for my addiction to deliciously hoppy 7 dollar drafts (and the fact that...
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for the past 6 years i've already drank more than most of age people consume in their lifetime, and i can only see it continuing to get worse.
if it weren't for my addiction to deliciously hoppy 7 dollar drafts (and the fact that...
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yogwhaddup:
I may be out here for this...
http://phillyrollerderby.com/index.php?option=com_eventlist&view=details&id=8:east-coast-derby-extravaganza&Itemid=62
so if you want to shoot them let me know.
Oh and drinking is like playing sports. Do it while your young. Pay attention to the hangovers and when you get older it just plain suck's to be hung over.
In the famous words of Jimmy Buffet...."It's my own damn fault".
The man new what he was talking about even if you don't like his music.
http://phillyrollerderby.com/index.php?option=com_eventlist&view=details&id=8:east-coast-derby-extravaganza&Itemid=62
so if you want to shoot them let me know.
Oh and drinking is like playing sports. Do it while your young. Pay attention to the hangovers and when you get older it just plain suck's to be hung over.
In the famous words of Jimmy Buffet...."It's my own damn fault".
The man new what he was talking about even if you don't like his music.
FUCKING BRAIN DRILL IS TONIGHT! ohhhh man. one of their first shows ever. i'm so pumped and ready for absolute brutality to break loose.
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perilouspup:
Happy Birthday!!!
zepp101:
Happy fuckin birthday!!! May it be filled with cigarettes, booze, laughter and memories...if you remember too much...then you didn't party hard enough!!
shove that ID down people's throats!!!
shove that ID down people's throats!!!
its sunday and my room is filled with sunshine.
i'm drinking cheap wine in mass quantities, by myself.
reading some more of the great shark hunt.
and listening to beck and old school modest mouse.
this day would be so perfect if i didn't work in a few hours....perhaps i should slow down the drinking, in that case....or, maybe not. :-)
Oh noose tied myself...
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i'm drinking cheap wine in mass quantities, by myself.
reading some more of the great shark hunt.
and listening to beck and old school modest mouse.
this day would be so perfect if i didn't work in a few hours....perhaps i should slow down the drinking, in that case....or, maybe not. :-)
Oh noose tied myself...
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shelterfromcold:
I have a mattress on the floor too haha. I'm too cheap to buy a bed right now.
rexx:
HAHA its the only way to go! floor > bed.....you can never fall off...
I hope things work out well for you. If you keep yourself busy with other outlets, I'm sure the time will go by fast.