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the past is interesting. i like to dig it up from time to time.



as for the present. life is simple and good. maybe i'll elaborate soon but, we all know that requires it being around 4 or 5 in the morning on no sleep with some form of intoxication pulsing through my veins. :-)

-from a journal i was keeping in early january 2007------------->...
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iwhoamnothing:
Damn you have a real talent for painting pictures with words...... Fucking awesome. The beach at night is where its at. When things are at their shittiest I have a spot out past 57th street at Virginia Beach that I go to. Its always good to sit alone and watch the waves roll in under the moon. Helps me think/clear all the bull shit from my mind. And then theres my other favorite........ get sloppy fucking drunk. The beach is much better though
iwhoamnothing:
Yeah that is pretty creepy........ um... Its a small world after all?
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its 6:59 in the morning right now. today is my day off. well....because it is labor day and we are closed. thank god.

why am i awake you ask?

I HAVE NO IDEA.

i actually woke up at 5:30 and have been unable to fall back asleep. i suck ass at sleeping normally but the other day i overslept and called my probation line too...
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fynx:
I was about to say I know the can't sleep in feeling, but then I read why you can't. haha. No comparison.
I'm excited to see your set up in member review!

Keep on avoiding the norm wink
- Fynx
iwhoamnothing:
I an also excited to see your new set. And I feel you on not being able to sleep. i have a horrible problem with that. I am a bad role model.... Hell I'm fucked up right now .... been drinking absynthe most of the night, which I shouldn't be doing at the moment my band is in the other room working on the set list for a show at the nova theater, biggest show we've played so far. I feel you on the college thing. Took me 8 years to go back to school after high school. Took alot of shit from my parents for that. Oh well fuck it I also like what I'm taking. I just got my straight edge drummer drunk for the first time, I feel a little bad about that. I'm rant now I think... Bottom line don't beat yourself up, everyone makes mistakes. I know I dont know you but from what I see you got a big heart and you going to get where it is you want to be..... and yeah virginia sucks ..... its lame and theres nothing to do but drink......

take care

Nothing smile
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i walk into class today...and the room is full of coffins.

this is awesome.

i kind of want to steal one...and have some fun with it. hahaha

i accidentally got really drunk last night. and overslept. naturally, my color was called today. THE ONE DAY that i oversleep. so now that looks bad in court AND if i miss another day or fail a test...
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mildots:
don't you think thats a harsh punishment for legally consuming alcohol or not waking up to your alarm clock?
YES!!!! That is pretty ridiculous in my opinion.

Enjoy your Mexican. biggrin
zepp101:
Accidentally got really drunk last night...I love it. If that's the case, then I'm accident prone.

I hope you don't miss another, otherwise I'm going to have to come down there and bring you a hot dog or cake with a fuckin foot long file in it...hopefully the guards won't catch on to it.

Underroos..ya know the little kid underwear with batman and other cartoon characters on the ass part of the tighty whitey? Ya never heard of them...well they reminded me of them...You should try on a pair..they'd look awesome on ya. Just my opinion ... wink
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bedwelld:
Those damn cinnamon rolls at McDonalds have crack in them. I can't stop eating them. I must say you look pretty damn good with no makeup.
zepp101:
You know? From this angle your undies look alot like under-roos. Hot nevertheless. blush
Mental health days are great...I feel like having one everyday when I pull into my job's parking lot.

I hope all is goes well today. It sounds like it's going to be a long day, especially going back to college...that's always kinda of odd. I'm biased so I would say go for hell's angels

You look great without make-up..in all seriousness and in a tank top..

rar
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ugh. i feel like all i do is sleep. and work. i can't seem to get myself out of bed in the mornings. everyone in richmond is slowly starting to suck. or just disappear. i find it impossible to put faith in anyone these days.

i'm now being haunted by feelings of wanting to move back to pittsburgh...

why does this happen every time i...
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mtbiker1:
I'm sure it will get better soon. I hate people too, but I can usually find one or two good friends to hang with.

Oh have you tried Big Hop Harvest Ale from East End Brewing? It rocks!!!
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kilcher:
Try and stay strong. It'll be over soon enough and you'll be free again. wink
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just a quick hello...

before time to go sling grease and serve slaughtered hog to the masses for minimum pay!!

ew...ew.

i'm off tomorrow. i think i'm going to go to the beach. any takers?
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bedwelld:
Sounds yummy.
sindri:
thanks for checking out the set girl! have a great weekend!
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probation officer is back from vacation.

fuck.

...now i have to get my court date continued because it took me forever to find a lawyer for my broke ass.

which means MORE time that i have to watch my drinking.

FUCK.

fuck.

fuck.

fuck.




i want mexican food right now. almost more than sex. is that unhealthy?

p.s. once again i failed at meeting someone,...
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kilcher:
Fuck. wink
giannivodka:
i like fuck.
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so i didn't have 75 cents on me to pay the toll last night. therefore i now have to purchase and mail out a 75 cent money order?

HAHAHHAHA what the fuuuuuuuuuuck. so pointless. the other three toll ladies let it slide but this one old bitch just couldn't give me the time of day.

i've been drinking....alot....this past week..on probation. woopsies!

oh big news!...
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kilcher:
Congrats on the job!! biggrin
redd3vil:
i'm underemployed is that the same ?
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ah, just got back from pittsburgh last night. took the ultra scenic route home and drove ten hours through the mountains. it was faaaantastic. radiohead played the most fucking incredible show i've ever seen live at blossom on monday night. epic. i still have chills. got really hammered on saturday night for the first time in a month and it was fucking awesome haha woke...
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bedwelld:
Just commented on both sets. Can't believe I hadn't noticed them before. So thanks for bringing them to my attention. I know someone that just quit Victoria Secrets at Chesterfield Town Center so they might be looking. She liked it but she went back to teaching. Good luck.
renna:
Hey gorgeous!
Thanks so much for the beautiful comment on my set Black White and Red.

I'm glad you liked it!

You're awesome!
xo
Renna
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so this one time i got shit-faced and slammed my car into a tree...



....and ever since then nothing has really made much sense at all. why am i living here? what in the living fuck am i doing? what the hell happened to everything that was supposed happen this summer? and this past year? and the past three years?

three years is a long...
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gizmo56:
I really hope stuff for you turns around, but untill then if you need someone to talk to hit me up. Maybe a drive will help you come to peace with the life you lead, just know that you really could be worse off and im sure its hard to imagine that because of the world of shit but hold on. I know there were times i wish i could just jump in my car and drive see where life takes me, but im deffinatly too worried about my health which sucks too...random thought aside im saying do something constructive and youll be able to figure it out.
kilcher:
You are actually very insightful as to who you are and what you want. Maybe trust yourself more and things will start going in the right direction? I hope so. smile
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someone stole my identity! fuck! this is really obnoxious. haha

i finally managed to get them out of my email account and froze my bank account, so now they are emailling me from fake addresses threatening to "expose my picture and SSN" if i don't give them my personal information so they can have my [lack of] money......

my life is ridiculous.

i'm feeling like...
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revolutionary:
Five finger death punch. Check em out.
kilcher:
Get out. That sucks. Even though you don't have a lot of money, that's still gotta be a pain in the ass. I hope it all works out. smile
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sooo life is good, once again. it will be even better when i get my ID back, which should be here by now...not really sure what the deal is with that. but it would be nice if i could at least purchase my own cigarettes.

went to warped tour yesterday for the first time, i was skeptical of it being full of 16 year old...
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gizmo56:
Im happy to hear that your doing better, sounds like warped was fun...i think maybe ill go one day. Anywho keep your head up, and if you feel down again ill be around just message me or whatever. Peace!!
skaferret:
Glad you had fun at warped tour! I started going about two years ago, and have been every year since (our is on friday)

That sucks about the car =\ But I know how it feels, i've totalled two of em xD and right now i'm driving an 84 Caprice classic... so it's about 3 years older than me xDD And it's true, short skirts, on girls as cute as you make me forget what I went to the store for all the time xD

and congradulations on the classes! haha AND the mortuary science degree.. sounds "interesting" xDDD