just found out my ex-girlfriend is pregnant.
the dude who knocked her up is some punk bitch in a biker gang, who after only 2 months of being with her has beat the shit out of her twice, and has been cheating on her.
he's 25, and she's 18, neither of them have jobs, and he expects the "government" to take care of his new "family".
i live in Michigan now, and even though she cheated on me, and left me, all i want to do is fly down south, find this guy, and waste him.
the worst/funniest part about all this is that she doesn't know wether or not to abort it.
what do you think?
18 yrs old
high school drop out
no job
no money
addicted to painkillers and booze.
shares a trailer with another junkie.
boyfriend is an abusive gang member who cheats on her.
shes an athiest, and hates kids to begin with.
why the hell would anyone want to ruin a kids life and their own life by having a baby in that situation?!

i dunno. sucks cause i'm a fucking chump and i still love her.
i enrolled in college just so i'd be able to take care of her one day.
but this shit is starting to look very bleak on her part.

fuck it. i'm not an "emo" or anything, but shit isn't exactly going very positive right now. i sure have the glasses for it.

-pfft, thanks for listening, Suicidegirls.com....
fucking lame.
whatever, beats bitching on Myspace i guess.

oh, on the lighter side of sports, the cables been going out in my house for the last month sporadically, so after Comcast finally sent some rocket surgeon to my house to fix the problem, i got Showtime free for 3 months.
so now i can watch all the episodes of Dexter and Weeds for free On Demand.

goddammit, i want school to start so i can have something to do, other than box, draw and, drink all day. i'm fucking bored.