rexmanning

Goals! It's all about Goals and visions. Not visions when consuming some natural drug, but vision of the stage 1 to 2 to 3 type.
I reaqd the journels here and I see that there is a typical trend....we are all searching, asking why? Not all, but I know I fall into it and that is one more then I want. I found out today that when I don't do anything, accomplish anything, attain some goal I feel like a waste. Having a vision and working toward it is something that makes me feel alive, this is me and it is not some sermon for everyone to crowd around and listen but more wrting it down solidifies it as a tangible idea.
Well the whole goals and vision thing may be bullshit but as long as I accomplish something in a day I can say it was a good day.
Side note........
I want to write about things outside of ME again, I want to write about the feeling I got when the sexy brunette brushed up against me, the guys I went dirt jumping with and all the shit that happened, I want to listen to others again and not that voice of myself rabbling away in my head....you see I am incapable of it, I was trying to explain it and it just came full circle back to me and introspection.

I don't think I am going to write in this thing anymore, it's all fucking annoying me now