he's alive. i find myself angry. and at the same time i am indifferent. but that could be because i am indifferent about many things in my life right now. therapy has been rough. lots of crying. lots of processing.
I just don't care enough to update anymore lol. Or it could be the fact that upon entering my home I "turn off" and let the depression win. It's hard work keeping up appearances. I'm tired. Semester is almost over. Thank something.
Has anyone seen ferns? I'm a bit concerned. It's been quite awhile and I'm worried.
What about Miss Harley or even Miss Quinne. Was just wondering cause I got a friend who does burlesque in Florida who goes by Miss Lucky. Hope you figure it out darlin.
Death pools. I always say I want to get involved in them. I know it's morbid but fuck Amy Winehouse was so on my list. Damnit.
Sorry I'm not going to say she was a waste of talent, she was just a fucking waste. That's my opinion. All that talent, all that praise, all gone in the crack smoke haze. A waste.
Agree completely. Winehouse - tragedy, but she was on a wild ride of her own volition. Norway: true catastrophe. And our media will be consumed with Winehouse.
I have the same feelings. Except that tonight I actually had to talk to her. UGH!!!! I went to the bar to play a free game in which if you win the tournament it's $50 cash in your pocket. The ex was there. and wonderfully, we got to be at the same table! I had to pee and that required walking past her, and she stopped me to talk. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. her and her whole family are moving to AZ within the next year, so I'll probably never have to see her again yay! it still wasn't worth it to have to sit and fake a 30 minute conversation with her though. So anyways cheer up doll. you're busy as hell now, just make sure you don't have time to think about anything but sleep
so the doctor thinks my friend reinjured my nerve. so if it's not better by monday when i go see her then i will have to schedule another injection. then i will stay away from everyone. i'm fucking annoyed. my back felt so good when i woke up on saturday and then stupidity fucks it all up again.