i am slowly realizing i am a hopeless romantic. i just don't have it in me to bedhop.
there was more to this but i just don't care to write it anymore.
i love to internet stalk people.
"i will keep us warm with all the hate i radiate"
think i'm going to get a tattoo on Saturday before i go to brooklyn to spend...
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there was more to this but i just don't care to write it anymore.
i love to internet stalk people.
"i will keep us warm with all the hate i radiate"
think i'm going to get a tattoo on Saturday before i go to brooklyn to spend...
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Finals mode. I only have two and I'm not all that concerned about them but I would like to pass them. And I need to do some extra credit for professor I want to bone... if only it was in the oral area LOLOL. I have got to stop that. So for now it will be coffee, reading, highlighting, writing out notes til I have...
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infinity:
Puerto Rico has been pretty good so far. It feels like part of the US but with Spanish as the official language. I saw some interesting stuff in the supermarket yesterday that isn't available in NJ - packaged toast, Filler brand potato and plantain chips, Goya guava wafers, "OK Kola Champagne" soda, and Ace brand detergent (it's rebranded Tide). The weather is really nice, temperatures in the 70s during the day with high humidity, partially sunny all day.
The food has been pretty good so far - cuban for dinner yesterday, mexican today and tomorrow I'm going to a diner that serves local food. I will definitely get you a postcard when I'm by the tourist shops later in the week, but I got a feeling you really want the coffee though...maybe I should get both.
Someday you will have to tell me more about what you've learned in school, when you're not as busy between exams and the rest of your life.
The food has been pretty good so far - cuban for dinner yesterday, mexican today and tomorrow I'm going to a diner that serves local food. I will definitely get you a postcard when I'm by the tourist shops later in the week, but I got a feeling you really want the coffee though...maybe I should get both.
Someday you will have to tell me more about what you've learned in school, when you're not as busy between exams and the rest of your life.
infinity:
I think I saw it in instant coffee form too, and I can get it if it actually exists.
Since I finished school I rarely drink anything that isn't water. Being able to have a regular sleep schedule has helped me cut back on my caffeine intake to a few times per week (vs a few times per day). You definitely can stop consuming all caffeine, but it will probably have to wait a few more months to years.
Boo for work causing you to miss the next SGNY monthly. Maybe we could have coffee one day or something once finals are over.
Someday you will have to visit Puerto Rico. I've been going there for several years now so at this point it's mostly a vacation to relax and sit around the beach or pool because we have already seen all of the nearby tourist attractions.
Since I finished school I rarely drink anything that isn't water. Being able to have a regular sleep schedule has helped me cut back on my caffeine intake to a few times per week (vs a few times per day). You definitely can stop consuming all caffeine, but it will probably have to wait a few more months to years.
Boo for work causing you to miss the next SGNY monthly. Maybe we could have coffee one day or something once finals are over.
Someday you will have to visit Puerto Rico. I've been going there for several years now so at this point it's mostly a vacation to relax and sit around the beach or pool because we have already seen all of the nearby tourist attractions.
Can I just say that as much as I like naughty bits I am much more into a person's face and their conversational skills? I have to be way into your face to even consider your naughty bits.
Someone come over and cuddle. I really want someone to just take care of me right now LOL. I feel miserable and would just like to be...
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Someone come over and cuddle. I really want someone to just take care of me right now LOL. I feel miserable and would just like to be...
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tifalockheart:
i know. EPIC lameness.
fatkidlovescake:
i'm great. i'm practically skinny now, much stronger, and while my body still aches a bit everything on me is finally feeling good cause it can finally rest. i should go out and get a massage or something. or perhaps a happy ending is what i really need. 2.5 months away from females was rough (as i am sure i mentioned like 100 times in my letter). but i'm not going to do anything till i file my taxes, check in with my unit, and figure out what my orders are (they never gave me any when i left basic). after that, i can do anything i want (and intend to do just that)
Today I needled my grandfather and my mother. I impressed my mother, this makes me feel very good. While at grampa's the beast unleashed in my abdomen.
By the time I got to school 4 hours later for my acupuncture appt, my favorite professor got to show my intern emergency treatment protocol. And he needled... she didn't. He has never treated me on the first...
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By the time I got to school 4 hours later for my acupuncture appt, my favorite professor got to show my intern emergency treatment protocol. And he needled... she didn't. He has never treated me on the first...
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little_bird:
but but but....i wanna comment on how i would and will do you. (:
pax_:
I'm sorry darling.
I really really hope things get better for you soon. I'm glad your professor helped though.

I literally cried on and off for 15 hours yesterday. Fuck, I am such a girl sometimes. I need to do something cool to get my man card back.
I will have to process it through in therapy cus it's a big one. And I am fucking sick and tired of River ruining shit in my life. Can someone tell me what the fuck this...
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I will have to process it through in therapy cus it's a big one. And I am fucking sick and tired of River ruining shit in my life. Can someone tell me what the fuck this...
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rydethesnow:
I'm really sorry hun. I wish there was something I could do for you. if there is, feel free to ask. You know that all of us love you and are here for you when you need us. 

nirvash:
Sorry to hear that. Really shows his character though. Hope the days go fast til the pain subsides.
kitty night was fun. not sure i can strip down to pasties and a g string but my burlesque mama has faith in me. there will be many more shows coming up and i'm gonna immerse myself in it!
i'm having a really, really fucking rough day. some shit happened that i never thought would happen and i learned that blood is not thicker than...
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i'm having a really, really fucking rough day. some shit happened that i never thought would happen and i learned that blood is not thicker than...
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pax_:
I'll give you an internet hug anyway. Maybe if you get enough of them you'll feel a teeny little bit better. *BIG HUG*

infinity:
*hugs* and *more hugs*
I'm here if you want to talk.

*hugs* and *more hugs*
I'm here if you want to talk.
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noldor_:
i'd like to taste your lips

goatsofdoom:
You should really smile more often!


I retract my previous post lol. I have now figured out my weekends in April, I hate leaving my dogs and I get concerned about people taking care of them. All logistics of weekends in April have been solved and all will work out perfectly.
Therapy went well yesterday. My outlook on life seems to be improving. I think something switched in me a couple...
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Therapy went well yesterday. My outlook on life seems to be improving. I think something switched in me a couple...
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9005900:
Some lucky guy is going to meet you soon, I believe. And it probably will be with a shorter drive, not even the 40 minute commute you had before. And yes you are correct, us men can be "retarded" in many ways. Problem is .... we don't seem to think we have a problem. We're so fucked up.
You should have a contest for your name. That would be fun.
have a great weekend.
You should have a contest for your name. That would be fun.
have a great weekend.

only1doc:
Glad to hear you are starting to come out of the funk. Hope things continue to work out for you darlin. As for the man issue I am sure that things will work out for you. Have fun darlin.
hello connecticut friends... anyone have a couch my friend and i can surf on april 29th? i will be in new haven for a show. and then leaving the next day early. if you don't mind me traipsing around late at night in your place.
i'll show you boobs in exchange. hahahhaha
xoxoxoxo
i'll show you boobs in exchange. hahahhaha
xoxoxoxo
9005900:
Love your exchange rate! 

pax_:
Lol. You do have a point.
I would not want you poking me if you didn't know what you were doing or what it felt like. 


me, puppies, my couch and a dvr with a manson documentary on it. i'd almost want company if this wasn't so perfect.
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kas:
ah ! internet snuggles from me to you!
pax_:
That sounds wonderful! Enjoy it! 

I spent today with an old friend (of like 15 years) wondering why the hell we never got together. A few moments where something could have happened too, but I was all 'meh, whats the point, we're a thousand km away from each other 99% of the time'.
Instead I got leaches