rexall

so the doctor thinks my friend reinjured my nerve. so if it's not better by monday when i go see her then i will have to schedule another injection. then i will stay away from everyone. i'm fucking annoyed. my back felt so good when i woke up on saturday and then stupidity fucks it all up again.

last week i didn't have a job, this week i have 3. my life has become a little hectic and insane. i have to be at the new dr job tomorrow at 5:30am. sweet bejesus. and i have two restaurant jobs. i am open to working them all to see how they each are, how many shifts i will receive, etc. they both have amazing reputations. the one has shows in the back room - so the appeal of being around musicians is strong and the fact that i have wanted to work at this restaurant for 10 years has a strong hold. the other one just has an amazing reputation. and they all don't care about my tattoo's or piercings. thank something. my ex-boss can go fuck herself, she is now engaged to her bum of a boyfriend. what a waste.

i'm tired and in pain. almost time for a percocet and some sleep. i need hugs.