rexall

it's kind of amazing to meet someone who treats me the way i deserve to be treated. no bullshit, no lies, no expectations. and it's even more amazing to be completely upfront and tell someone that i refuse to be their girlfriend and i refuse to be in a relationship for the last year of my 20's and they are fine with it. and they still want to stick around. i was not expecting this, i'm still not sure i want this. it's frightening but i feel safe and calm. one day at a time is a beautiful thing.

unemployment fucking blows. i have no idea what is going to happen with Japan. I interviewed for an awesome job last night and would really like to take it but my being in Japan may hinder that. stupid motherfucking cuntrag of a boss... she has her boyfriend and some chick from a temp agency working the front desk. hysterical if you ask me.

i am exhausted. i need a nap. i've been so productive the past few days and tonight i will tackle the acupuncture/study room. it's a fucking mess.

my birthday dress arrived yesterday. i am very excited. VERY EXCITED. YAY BIRTHDAY!

as the days go by, i don't think about other people so much. it makes me sad.