OkCupid is fucking hysterical. My friends have joined it so of course I wanted to see it. I would really like to see what OkCupid thinks my "ideal" match is. And those questions... I can't stop answering them cus they are fucking hysterical. Oh man. Gay Jesus and I created profiles yesterday and we just keep giggling and sending each other the questions we get. Still don't want to date though haha
This new boy that likes me is very nice. My friends like him. I like him, as a person. He is very sweet and all that jazz. I can even look past the fact that he's not quite my type. Only problem? He's not the guy I want. At all. I'm so hung up it's ridiculous. Though I keep it to myself cus I'm not some crazy, gotta have contact, run after them kind of girl. I have a feeling what I want will work out (in 7 months when this does not come true, you may all remind me of it). I think going on with life for awhile and space will help everything. I'm still too hurt and he's got too many walls up right now. We are both hard-headed and stubborn and a bit retarded. Fingers maybe crossed. I would appreciate if my ipod would stop playing songs that reflect my current feelings though. It's getting to be a bit much. Maybe he'll say hi on my birthday LOL
And now it's time to leave work early and go do nothing. NOTHING I tell you. But this is really because I need to go put my foot up and ice the motherfucker cus it's swollen, bruised and a bit oozy LOL. Yesterday I finally bought the underpart to my bed so it no longer goes crazy when Max jumps on it, new sheets and black curtains for my bedroom. Tis lovely. Spent the night with Gay Jesus, Lovebug and the new boy. They are good people. They keep me from thinking too much. I feel this need to sit down and just free write. Just let it come pouring out of me.
**** And then my boss told me she needed to talk to me for a few minutes. Where she proceeded to tell me she appreciates the last 3.5 years but today will be my last day. Then she started to cry. July is off to an amazing start. Lose my job, lose the boy, dog bite... HOLY SHIT. Enough now. Resume here I come.****
xoxox
This new boy that likes me is very nice. My friends like him. I like him, as a person. He is very sweet and all that jazz. I can even look past the fact that he's not quite my type. Only problem? He's not the guy I want. At all. I'm so hung up it's ridiculous. Though I keep it to myself cus I'm not some crazy, gotta have contact, run after them kind of girl. I have a feeling what I want will work out (in 7 months when this does not come true, you may all remind me of it). I think going on with life for awhile and space will help everything. I'm still too hurt and he's got too many walls up right now. We are both hard-headed and stubborn and a bit retarded. Fingers maybe crossed. I would appreciate if my ipod would stop playing songs that reflect my current feelings though. It's getting to be a bit much. Maybe he'll say hi on my birthday LOL
And now it's time to leave work early and go do nothing. NOTHING I tell you. But this is really because I need to go put my foot up and ice the motherfucker cus it's swollen, bruised and a bit oozy LOL. Yesterday I finally bought the underpart to my bed so it no longer goes crazy when Max jumps on it, new sheets and black curtains for my bedroom. Tis lovely. Spent the night with Gay Jesus, Lovebug and the new boy. They are good people. They keep me from thinking too much. I feel this need to sit down and just free write. Just let it come pouring out of me.
**** And then my boss told me she needed to talk to me for a few minutes. Where she proceeded to tell me she appreciates the last 3.5 years but today will be my last day. Then she started to cry. July is off to an amazing start. Lose my job, lose the boy, dog bite... HOLY SHIT. Enough now. Resume here I come.****
xoxox
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damagedi:
Get that bite seen too ASAP, dog bites are serious. You don't want to loose the foot. Chances are you need antibiotics to take care of any infection
priam:
OKC is always fun 