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i have photos just haven't had time to put them in my computer. so maybe later.

so i got this email from the school of burlesque about the student showcase coming up this saturday and it was basically a call to action - performers, tassel twirlers, kittens needed. so i totally said i would kitten - but i got beat out by someone else. so the woman in charge said i should still come and just assist her and help out randomly if they need it. seeing as this is something i want to do, you don't turn down the woman in charge. so an email went out on wednesday night announcing the show and guess who's initials were down as "new stage kitten"? MINE! so for the last two days in all my spare time i have been searching for "burlesquey cute" supplies. hopefully i will not look like a hot tranny mess when i kitten on saturday night. there will be lingerie and there will be some punk rock.... totally me.

I still have no name... so top picks so far:
Harley Manson
Crimson Riot
Sadie Sin
Crimson Cadence
Crimson Bottom

I think the first 3 are really in the running. Help me people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Harley, Crimson and Sadie are now the top names unless Harlot can make a come back.

I haven't been home much in the last few days, my children are angry. Dyed my hair the other night. TIs a lovely shade of red and today I get it cut. I can't wait. Then I will go home, clean, spend time with my pups, work on a presentation that is due tomorrow morning (ick) and try on various outfits for tomorrow night. Exciting, right?

Started with a new therapist last night.... he's pretty awesome. Way too attractive, it's a bit distracting but that will not be a problem. It will be once a week cus of my schedule for the next couple weeks but it might have to go to 2 since I am apparently in "crisis mode" cus i've been cutting regularly. And cut up thighs will not be cute tomorrow night when I am in nothing but a teddy and pair of panties and fishnets. OMG... so few clothes. I'm scared. Back to therapy... it was good. I'm happy about being back. We will see what happens.

I am becoming indifferent to the Australian I hold so dearly. But that could be because he seems to have become indifferent to me. Makes my heart hurt but what can I do? Absolutely nothing!

However as we all know I'm not ready for males as it is! Probably going to be a few years. Unless Australia shows up on my doorstep (BAHAHAHAHAHA).

Now back to life and work. There will probably be photos of my burlesque adventures on Sunday!!! WOOOOHOOO! wish me luck cus i have the worst stage fright.