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Songs that describe moods and people...

River:




one day this will stop right? this is why i will not even contemplate a relationship with anyone else. it wouldn't be fair when i can't get over this one. next month, right after my birthday would be 8 years. it kills me i was so easily replaced. am i that forgettable? am i not worth it? guess not. at least to him. i really do hope she's everything i never was. as long as he's happy.


Him:


I will fight for the things I want. But only for so long. I will not have my feelings belittled but I will talk it out. It has been 8 years since I have liked anyone in a way that has importance. I understand that there are rules to this because of distance. I am okay with distance because it is safe and I know that distance is conquerable. And I am okay with the fact that as much as I want to fuck him silly, the other side of me will be just as happy lying with him and talking for hours.

Me:
I thought that getting my tattoo would be enough pain but no, I cut a lot last night. I haven't cut like that in years. I was completely numb to the glass as it sliced through my skin. My leg is not pretty. I don't want to be in pain anymore. I want to be loved. I want someone to make me feel important. One day.

"sew me up, my scars run deep"









Yeah it's a lot of Bayside. Go fuck yourselves if you don't like it LOL