Tuesday May 17, 2011

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i would appreciate it if someone devoid of all emotion could teach me the trick. I am a royal fuck up. I am going to change my middle name to self destruction.

And enough of the pity party. I was honest. That's all I can be. People read a lot more into what I say than I actually mean. But whatever. Give me 3 days and people, places and events will be out of my system. Stupid me for thinking anyone else is important. Maybe this will change in the next couple days but for right now I'm done. I'm tired of people being honest with me and then disappearing when I do it. Just not right.

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The sharper the edge, the cleaner the wound
So I'll be keeping it dull tonight
For I deserve to hurt
Disfigure the outside
To show how ruined I am
There's no pain and no pleasure when you're
Too numb to feel

There's a pedestal across the room
And if I try to climb again
This time the fall is fatal
Now, I don't deserve such an easy exit
So maybe my
Spine can snap on impact and I'll
have to crawl away.

I'm ready to take that big step
Start tearing off the layers I put up
Or is it too late to be
Anything but what I am
Identify the problem
Now let's see
If we can fix anything.

Just close the door and let me do what I need
Cause it's better for us
If you just let me leave.

I'm ready to take that big step
Start tearing off the layers I put up
Or is it too late to be
Anything but what I am
Identify the problem
Now let's see
If we can fix anything

How to fix everything

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chef_jeff:
One can clearly derive the idea that u are in a lonely place but there are people around u that care and will do anything with in their power to make your life a little easier. You are an incredible person. Inside and very clearly outside ;-)
fatkidlovescake:
those fries look amazing! AND being emotionally devoid isnt hard, you just need to fill the desire for emotion with meaningless sex (at least thats how I do it).

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