poked. prodded. scraped. i hate the gynecologist and i hate having tests done on my stupid lady parts. i hurt so bad after. and then i get sad and depressed. i gave in, i'm going back on hormones. FML. I can't deal with the pain anymore so i am going to stop my period. i win stupid bloody mess... I WIN. please bear with me if i get weird and moody... never been good on hormones. hormones are expensive... again i will marry for health insurance, i really, really will.
you can tell when i'm miserable cus my pups flock to me... they know my moods better than i do.
at least hormones will be good for when australia gets here... hahahahaha i plan on doing filthy things to him. silver lining in all the shit of the day. thank something for skype and iphone apps that bridge the distance. if only they could bring me him. sigh... i'd give anything to touch him right now, to prove he's real hahaha
gonna go be miserable for a bit.
xoxox
you can tell when i'm miserable cus my pups flock to me... they know my moods better than i do.
at least hormones will be good for when australia gets here... hahahahaha i plan on doing filthy things to him. silver lining in all the shit of the day. thank something for skype and iphone apps that bridge the distance. if only they could bring me him. sigh... i'd give anything to touch him right now, to prove he's real hahaha
gonna go be miserable for a bit.
xoxox
Can't wait for you to have Aussie there.