I literally cried on and off for 15 hours yesterday. Fuck, I am such a girl sometimes. I need to do something cool to get my man card back.
I will have to process it through in therapy cus it's a big one. And I am fucking sick and tired of River ruining shit in my life. Can someone tell me what the fuck this kid did to my friends and now my brother to get such loyalty out of them? He must be giving handjobs or some bullshit cus this is ridiculous. I am fine without my "friends". But now my brother would rather be friends with him than have anything to do with me. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!? I swear to something if I ever run into River and his gf one of them is going to end up bloody. I need to find an outlet for this rage cus I really want to slice my skin til the pain goes away.
The pain is building in my abdomen, acupuncture worked for about a day but this is building to quite the crescendo. I am going to be fucked up in a couple of days. And then I'll be super pleasant to be around... wanna hang out? HAHAHA
On Saturday I'm going to go through my facebook and here and start deleting mofo's. People are not going to be pleased with me... and guess who doesn't care? Yeah, me. I'm friends with some of you on facebook. I like you people, so you are safe LOL.
And enough of my rambling.
I will have to process it through in therapy cus it's a big one. And I am fucking sick and tired of River ruining shit in my life. Can someone tell me what the fuck this kid did to my friends and now my brother to get such loyalty out of them? He must be giving handjobs or some bullshit cus this is ridiculous. I am fine without my "friends". But now my brother would rather be friends with him than have anything to do with me. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!? I swear to something if I ever run into River and his gf one of them is going to end up bloody. I need to find an outlet for this rage cus I really want to slice my skin til the pain goes away.
The pain is building in my abdomen, acupuncture worked for about a day but this is building to quite the crescendo. I am going to be fucked up in a couple of days. And then I'll be super pleasant to be around... wanna hang out? HAHAHA
On Saturday I'm going to go through my facebook and here and start deleting mofo's. People are not going to be pleased with me... and guess who doesn't care? Yeah, me. I'm friends with some of you on facebook. I like you people, so you are safe LOL.
And enough of my rambling.
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rydethesnow:
I'm really sorry hun. I wish there was something I could do for you. if there is, feel free to ask. You know that all of us love you and are here for you when you need us. 
nirvash:
Sorry to hear that. Really shows his character though. Hope the days go fast til the pain subsides.